Here to blog again.
Today's really an ENJOYABLE day.
So long nvr had HIGHNESS already.
Felicia & Joanne, you should know what i meant right..?
Hahas!

Pig's my alarm clock for today, or rather every weekends.
I really slept like a log, cos i slpt late/ "early" ystd
However, hearing the distinct ringtone. I woke up immediately. :X
Lols!
Lalalala~

Woke up, and rushed throughtout, cos I'm scared that I'll be late for maths lesson.
Despite my attempts to be quicker in my actions,
I'm still late & I'm so slow like a moron -.- LOL
Know why?
Simple, cos I'm tired =)

Today's maths lesson was P-R-O-D-U-C-T-I-V-E '(:
I can never finish so many questions on my own man.
Today was great, =)
Especially with joanne's patience to teach me& guide me=)
Thanks loads! I can never thank you enough. Hehees.

Aftermath, headed to find Mr Ong for Chem.
& then headed to teckwhyemarket to find joanne:)
& then headed to find Felicia in limbang mac.
For some reason, girlf could not come.
Best wishes to her, :)

I love today, today's craziness.
Whopping happy.Wahahas~


Felicia said that I'm lame. But I'm just doing my job to reduce global warming. LOL



Nancy, SiewMai,Candy! LOLS-
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Oh i guessed the previous post were abit emo.
But thats how i let out i supposed.
Dont worry, I'm not giving up.
Cos I'm gonna prove to myself: I Can, I Must, I Will! :)
Anyway, thanks loads!
Hehees.

Alrtys. Let me fill you in what happened today.
The day was okay.. & the NIGHT is SUPERB.
HEHEHEHEEEEE.
Lets skip the day part cos i cant wait to go to the night part :X

Pig told me he's goin there today.
I'm so excited at the thought of it.
He's there. My heart goes, thump thump.
Blood flow increased. :X
& then, the climax - FACE-FACE talked!
wahahahas~ :X
Okays lahs shant elaborate much cos i'll go shy one hehe :X

Aftermath, jojo went and find me.
Took picts also, bud lazy upload so no pict.
Lols..
& We study amaths!
Yayy. like finally.
Cos i can die studyin amaths alone :X
Oh yahs thx joanne, for teachin me till late hrs.
Sorry. But thnks loads.
=)
Siansations aft that cos i never get to see pig bud his frens there.
Shocked! Lalala~

Looking forward to tmr!
At the prospect that, I'm gonna clear my chemistry doubts(:

Closer & closer friends, i like :)
It's getting better each day.
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Sigh.
Reflect back this year.
I'm neither good in any subjects.
Perhaps despite my efforts to want to score well.
It never paid off.
Now the year is ending, Os is coming.
Its barely less than half a month. Would my grades jumped?
I dontknow. I have to put in alot & double triple the effort.
So that i will be able to go into the course that i want, biomed.
I really hope i can get the grades that i want.
I really dont want people to despise me.
I want to do my parents proud.
I want to shout their mouth up, & say,
"I've done well, so shut yur mouth up & stop critisizing others"
I really had enough..
But, would i be able to do it?
I'm not as smart as my sister&bro,
who can study last min bud still score as well as ever.
&me? study everyday bud still not improving.
How stupid can i get.
But this is not going to pull me dwn,
I'll work harder dan harder harder dan yr head harder dan anythin -.-


I hate getting back results, cos everytime its disappointment i get.

Perhaps blogging is another way to get rid of all this nonsense in my heart.
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Ystd's celebration for mid autumn! =)
Which means a night out with eightie8o.
I LOVE! :)
A picture speaks a thousand word so I shall let the pictures do the talking!
Although the pictures do not have any mouth =)
The night out with them is absolutely memorable & so much fun& laughters.
Only pity is that, the night ended so early ..
Ohyeah, Btw I saw him too :X
Shant further mention about it =)

Went studying today :)
Was studyin alone & Feli came halfway to join me =)
Hrm, anyway..
Had a funny dream last night.
I dreamt that Mr tan asked me not to drop physics..
-.- I still cant decide.
I wished i wasnt so undecisive..
Eighite8o united!This is how limbang mac's toilet looks like :x


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Conclusion:
Not getting to see you after all..
It just Dampen my mood for the day,.
I'm not looking forward to tomorrow.
No, I'm not.
Cos I'll be sure i wont be enjoying myself.

&pandaa.
I've broken the urge.
Today. 11pm. I just couldnt help it.
I'm so disappointed with myself.
Sighhhhhhhhs =/
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The previous post(s) is/are not useful at all.
Uh i mean, not of any use.
So I think I'm going to delete it.
& i admit, bloggin/pennning down my thoughts really helped me in relieving myself
Er, not as in go toilet that type :X
Seriously, I feel better after blogging.
So next time i shall do that more often, especially if I'm down :x

Sighhs, prelims' are like what i say-- They are a total flop.
The results i get aint any better. It just turn off my mood.
Really. Sighs. I have to work real hard, in order to achieve what i want.
Hopefully.. Especially my maths :(
Os jus ard the corner. & these sucky results are what i get.
How great.

Me&you not getting any better too..?
Although its how much i wished it'd be a thousand times better.
Better than last time.
But now I guess I must resist the urge till you auto me bahz.
Leave to fate..
Although i cant help wondering what would happen next.
& I cant help checking my phone if there's any signs of you..
But.. So far.. :x
Sighs*
*Ring-*
My heart thumps faster at any rate, when i received a msg.
Yet, disappointment is what i get.
Cos they're not from you.
I know, I shouldnt harbour those thoughts of mine.
No, I shoudnt. I just cant help it.
I really cant. How?

Friday's coming so slow.
I'm awaiting for the arrival for friday to come so I can get to see you again.
But...

Where'd you go . I miss you so.

Correct my english if there's any :)
Much appreciated-
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Okays seriously.
I dont know how to study for bio.
I mean, I've the intentions..
but just that I cant absorb inside.
Everything that goes into my head..
& "posssshhh" comes out again -.-
I think my brain memory left 5%.
Havent had the time to clear/ delete anything.
Rawrrrr!
& the worst thing is that, monday's just the exam.
Ohh goshh :/
Sighhhhhhs.


You know something.
From morning till afternoon, & from afternoon till now.
Guess wad, you hvnt left my mind at all.
sighs. I'm missing you badly :X
If only ystd i know you're there.
I'd have stayed up longer, to see you :X
wahahhas!
So near yet so far~
Ayy, now the mention of you makes me grin from ear to ear :)
There are more things, but dont feel like blogging it :X
I hope it would gradually be a routine & something you'd never miss out for you.


When missing someone gets too real.
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1 more paper ; BIOLOGY!
have to study well for this subj lers.

Went to limbang mac study as usual.
Bud the only difference was that, I was alone ystd.
Yeps.
Until at nyte.. Saw ______'s frens.
So darn scared! Scared that __'d appear.
Ask kf come down acc me :X
Psps lehs, bud thanks loads =)
Hrm, actually dontknow if he's there anot.
Bud aft reached home, msged him & he told me he's there.
So omfg lahs! :X
So hope to see him again :)
*Refreshing his looks in my mind*
& i realised i forgot again :X
HAHAHAS :x

& i realised- somehow its getting deeper :)
Cos I'm dreaming of you tonight~
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Lol, omfg! Fret not, he DID wear his pants :) He's just trying to be funny.

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I must control.
I cant let myself fall deeper.
:/
I cant let it happen.
control.control.control.!
This is very bad, cos i'm missing you right now.
sigggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh.
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I just need that answer.

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回忆的声音
播在眼里 像是一首旋律
多么美丽 那时我很肯定
你是我唯一 眨个眼我们就各分东西
再说我爱你
泪把心占据 却有些甜蜜
把伤心被允许 说过的话语
做过的事情 像歌曲
陪我每个冬季 纪念着我和你相爱这主题
回忆的声音 播在眼里像是一首旋律
多么美丽 那时我很肯定
你是我唯一 眨个眼我们 就各分东西
再说我爱你 泪把心占据却有些甜蜜
把伤心被允许 说过的话语
做过的事情 像歌曲
陪我每个冬季 纪念着我和你相爱这 主题
时间早已忘记 分手时候的无情
你给的美好回忆 让我有怀念的勇气
再说我爱你 泪把心占据 却有些甜蜜
把伤心被允许说过的话语 做过的事情 像歌曲
陪我每个冬季 纪念着我和你 相爱这主题纪
念着我和你相爱这主题
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seriously,
i dont know what my heart is thinking.
Or rather, me.
You.You.
I dont feel like seeing you at times when i'm given opportunites.
In fact sometimes i loathe it, with the thoughts of you running on my mind.
But.. when i realised you're not there, i feel a tinge of disappointment.
After all, i've been hoping to see you for like a zillion years.
But you never appeared.
And there, you've disappeared from my life onwards.
No more fate.
Perhaps i should rejoice, instead of feeling so.... everyday.

You.
I really dont know whats my feelings towards you.
I feel so ... whenever i dont receive your msges.
And everytime a msg came,
how i wished it was from you.
Lately, i've been thinking of you instead of the usual one.
I really dont know how to react.
Laugh? Smile? or should i cry?
:/
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