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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

hahz.. sho furniie leii.. ytd bh md dey all jiio miie n joe go swiimiin.. hahaz.. bud nvr go.. cos ltr all guys den oniie us gurls.. shO nvR.. hahaz..

whee~ hahaz.. todae actuallie wanna go libRariie bud dun hav e card.. lolx.. dEn in e end ltr wen to fareast wit joanne.. lolx.. dEn.. ltr wen dere sho siians.. dEn saw phyllis n her frens.. hahz.. dEn ltr aft sum tym wen baC to lOt 1.. saw raphael..chee cao yong weii wen huii dey all at Xbox dEre.. dEn we wen iin wit dEm.. plaed games.. hahaz.. sho fun.. =) dEn ltr we wen to ljs eat.. bud miie n joe nvr,, we c dEm eat.. hahaz.. dEn..sho siians.. wE fiinalliie dEcided 1 locatiion..aRcade lorhx.. hahaz.. dEn stayed dere lorhx.. dEn osho lyk hmm.. hOpe to c hiim.. bUd ii noe iits impossiible dE.. haiish.. dEn.. osho gOrt plae games larhx.. hahaz..dEn ltr we cum out saw bh n md kor. hahaz.. dEy juz came baC frOm swiimmiin oniie niia. lolx.. ! den ltr wen to liBrariie wit dEm... sho furniie..hahaz.. dEn until ard hMm.. 7 dEn i sae i goiin home lerhx.. dEn dEy all osho jiiu wEn hOme lorhx.. hahaz.. =)

dEn ltr leii. sorta hav a quarrel wit muh jiie. dEn she dun lemmiie use e fone..
sorrIe.. i meant it.. i dIn meant to nort replie u.. bUt.. its bCos i cnt use.. i hOpe u wuld undErstand..

dEn ltr sho siians.. nth to do.. jiiu wEn to slP.. bUd.. realliie hav difficulty iin slpin.. cOs.. nvr repliied hiim.. dEn duno leii. abiit uncomfortable.. hahaz.. juz hope tat hE wuld understand thO..

hOpe tmL i can go SENSE to celebrate gerald er ziie dE berdae nehx..~ sorriie.. hahaz.. i haven buy his pressiie nehx.. hahaz.. gort 2 pressie iin total fer hiim. one iish muhself dE n one iish shared wit joe dE.. oOps* hahaz.. * lookiin forward to e fUn.. *

hMm.. tiink lerh.. "we werent meant to bE .. " rItex..??

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Monday, May 30, 2005

hahaz.. iin da morniin blogged at 9.54 am. lols.. before ltr wen to skl eh.. hahaz..

hMm.. now i realliie duno wad i wan lerhx.. or shuld i sae expect..? haiish. duno wad muhself tiinkiin.

n iM sry.. sRy to sae..

i still cnt let go.. let go of wat i have.. iM sry.. bUt i juz culdnt do it..

it isnt as simple as u tiink.. haish. wonderiin dose tears tat i shed fer u.. iizit all worth iit? i duno. i reallie duno.. damn confused nw. dun even noe wat i shuld do next..

haish.. dO u fel e hUrt iin miie?? do u..?? haiish. i tot i culd juz siimpliie told muhself n liied to muhself.. bud i noe i cnt.. " memoriies are golden " haiish.

wat shuld i do..?? if onliie.. if onliie i culd turned bac e tym.. n prevent muhself.. mabbiie all tiish wuldnt hav happened..?? kkies larhx. all tiish iish juz muh fault lorhx..

mabbiie all tiish ishh juz muh ignorant..? i duno. i reallie duno wat i shuld do actualliie.

now leii. all i hav to do iish to act happiie.. act happiie.. dEn noone wuld asked miie wats wrong.. dEn no one wuld worriie fer miie.. hahaz.. biingo. tats wad i shuld do. hahaz.. great idea yea.. act happiie. lalala~

kewl. haiish. how i wiished i culd go bac to e past.. bac to e past..

now oniie muh twiin noe it.. haiish. oniie at tat tym no niid to act in front of her..

n.. later still gort band in e afternoon.. sho how e heck am i goin to stay happiie?

nOw still gt band dE proBs. seC 1 sux. ALL ATD problems dE. dun even liisten to seniors. fwark larhx. hope alotx of u dun qualifiied fer e P.C. ooPs*
hahaz..

kkiies, haiish. june hols still got band eh. whiich iish a gud thingy. haahz,, =)

hope e sec 4s now r doiin greatliie.. fer theiir chi 'o' hahaz.. yippee~

SHE dey all cumiin to band ltr.. hees. sho happiie. or else e 2 n 3 clar gonna diie lerh.. haahz,.,

oOps*

hahz.. kkies.. tats all fer e morniin.. !

oh yarh.. haahz.. muh jiie.. gonna lose her freedom lerh.. wahahaz... lalal~

muh turn fer hol.. n her turn fer schooliin.. lolx..
hahax

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Saturday, May 28, 2005

haiish. iM sho disappoiinted iin u.. yepz.. diisappoiinted.. iin wad u doOo.. i guess.. iit all ends here.. ..

a new dae fer miie yepz.. sho muz start a new dae wit fresh miindset.. hees. =)
guess,, iM gonna ferget dose unhappiness n start on wiit muh liife...

bud.. can ii..?? can i ferget dose..?? can ii juz ferget dose.. n juz get on wiit muh liife.. e hurt u`ve giiven miie iish siimpliie too much.. n i guess e oniie wae iish to.. ferget u.. yepz.. hope iM nort soft`hearted eva agaiinx to u.. can u iimagiine e hurt u`ve giiven miie iish mur dan enuff. e teeaars i`ve shed fer u.. mabbiie.. iits a full stop fer now..

hMm.. todae woke sho sho siians.. actualliie wanna go out wiit muh jiie.. bud we both sho laziie go out.. sho iin e end nvr.. hahaz.. cos we laziie go out.. lolx.. =X
hahaz.. dEn at home sho siians nors,,

hmm.. hols.. stiL gort band nehx..hees,, whee~ publiic concert in 5 Aug.. hees.. tiink shuld b lyk laz yr..? at SP.. lolx.. duno leii.. whee~ catn waiit to learn new songs~ lalala~

hMm. 8`june gort IT course worhx.. hahaz.. hmm.. iish jiahao kor dE berdae nehx. duno whether wan to buy pressiie fer hiim nortx.. hmm. tiish yr hiis laz yr lerh worhx.. mabbiie.. i will buy.. proviided i gort moneii. hees. =) lala`

i beliieved tym will heal everythiin.. bud when.. ?

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

todae sho maniie free periiods worhx. hahaz.. =X sho siians. dEn ltr aft skl.. gort e games thingiie. actualliie dun wanna go.. bud.. dey short of one person in e captaiins ball.. dEn i wanna go band. dEn stuck btwn dEm.. hahaz.. dEn scared theresa dey all nort happiie cos dey alreadiie nort happiie.. or else dey disqualifiied.. dEn i jiiu go lorhx. :)

hees.. sho happiie sehx. 2c managed to wiin ~ woolalala~ hees. we emerged e champiion nehx~ lolz.. bud wen we vyin fer e 1st n 2nd place wiit 2D, quiite tough lorhx. e 2D de ppl sho tall. lolx. den we sho erm.. short. lolz. =X oops* dEn ltr draw.. omg. lolx.. dEn ltr gt 2 miins e match agaiinx.. hahaz.. we won~! whee~ sho happie nehx.. geez. =) in dee end.. got maniie bruiises. lolz.. =X

dEn ltr immediateliie wen up to band rm.. sho few ppl. hahaz.. dEn ltr aft nort long i arrived,, darryl jiu arived liiao. lolx. =X dEn ltr we stayed awhille b4 goiin home. dEn ltr saw e duno wad securiitiie de thingiie in our skl. lolx. ding teii. =X dEn raiiniin. took out our umbrellas den duno whiie dey plaed. lolx. den we stayed at e gate dere lorhx. lolx. lame horx. =X

dEn ltr miie, joe, darryl,lingz walked e same path. dEn darryl n lingz osho waited fer miie fer muh bus to cum.. hees. sho shweet. =) dEn ltr jiiu wen off lerhx. =)

haiish. tml gettin results.. nort li xiiang worhx. nort up to expectatiion.. haiish..

kewl. june hols gt band. hees. dEn if i nort wrong.. *evil griins* fall on e same dae as gerald n darrryl dE berdae nehx.. muhahahaz..

haiish. fwark larhx. hate all dose topiid tingiies.. haiish.. nowadays sho moodiie siia. i wanna be lyk e past agaiinx. bud i noe.. i carn.. i wanna be happiie-go-luckiie.. i wanna be cheerfulx. now?? sho maniie things sux fer miie larhx.. siians. hate muh liife. fwark. haiish. duno whiie all tish vulgar came out frm muh mouth.. wonder wad i can do.. to distract muhself frm all tish..

now i understand,, e feeliin of bottling up ..

now den i noe..

noe den i noe..

siimpliie hate iit. its terrible..

terrible.

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

iM williin. :)
whee. iM bac eh. gort miish miie mahx? lolz. =X hahz..
hMm. lets sEE. todae sho suay leii.. cum skl gort raiin siia. luckkiie i laz miin decide to briin umbrella. or else luo dang ji liiaox. lolz.. =X

hMm.. whee~ iM sho happiie.. ! feliciia came baC from thailand lerh.. :) whee... miish her sho much leii. sho weird.. eightiie w/o her. hees.. :)

hMm. dEn ytd n todae sat wit tsiing ee. hahz.. siit wit her sho fun.. u noe whiie.. lolx. cos iin frOnt iish juz tat topiid " ah gUrl " aKa lao yiing aKa kaii feng. lolx !! hahaz.. oops* dUno whiie enjoy bloggiin hiim into muh entriies. lolx. =X hees.. dEn lao yiing owaes hankiie pankiie wit zhU~ lolz. =x hahaz.. hmm at least he todae normal.. still gort quarrel wiit miie. =) duno whiie quarrel wiit hiim makes miie feel better. haiish..

dEn todae cheM veH furnniie lorhx. lolz. bud iM nort saeiin.. unless u beg miie. lolz.. =x hMm. dEn ltr gort sum free periiods. jiiu cheng jii.. tiink of all dose.. haiish.

sUmtyms.. wOnderiin.. n wonderiin. how ii wiish i culd clariify.. i wanna erase dose doubts. bud i noe it wuld b dificult. cOs dose words still lingered iN muh miind. one word to descriibe. - js - haiish. tiinkiin bac.. laz friidae.. haiis sumtyms how ii wiish i culd juz ferget.. indeed.. bottlin uP iish realliie terrible..
=X lala~ okok. juz pretend i nvr sae dose thingiies.. - erased - erased - - erased - lala~ opko.. ii realliie miish u alotx leii. lurve u alot osho,. n iM speakiin e truth. ii wun fergt.. on mon.. =) k larhx. i dun tiink too much fer e tym beiin. =)

hMm. ltr aft skl seC 3s gOrt games dae nehx.. hees. :)
dEn we gort extra prac. kewl. =) hees. dEn ii shun biian erm. c hiim lolx. whee~
dEn ltr ltr ard 3 plUs or 4 wEn to retUrn e keys.. =) dEn stayed at e canteen. lolx.
hmM.. dEn ltr jiiu wEn home lorhx.. dEn wen home lerhx.. miish hiim sho much..carn get hiim out of muh miind. hahaz.. lalala~ hmm.

kiinda disappoiinted wiit muh marks. yepz..overrall oniie 67.1 i tiink. sho lousiie. guess iM gonna buck uP.. hees. =) *striiviin to get better results*

hMm. miish 1c`o4 alotx. sumhow. dun realliie lyk 2c.. well .erm.. nort tat lyk..? hahz.. felt as if i dun belong dere.. =X hahaz.. e liife dere iish sho boriin.

WO HAO XIANG XIAN ZAI KAN DAO NI. HAO XIANG NI. NI ZHI DAO MA?

lolz. =x

june hols gonna miish hiim nehx. hees, :)

zhi yao neng rang ni kai xiin,

wo shen me dou yuan yi.

zhe yang aii nii..

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

whee. iM baC herE agaiin. gort miish miie mahx.. lolz.. geez. gort miish miie mahx.. lols..lalala~ hmMm. todae sho earliie wake uP. all bCos of muh jiie. lol. wake miie uP sho earliie. lolx.. nvm.. =D hees.. dEn ltr watch tviie. hahaz,, =) dEn ltr.. aftnoon wEnt to weStmall.. wiit muh jiie. wen to buy joanne dE pressiie,. sho niice. i lurve it alot. geez. hees. muh heartx paiin nehx. e pressie sho expensiive.. tho i shared wit 2 ppl.. geez.. dEn walk walk.. dere gort star wars dE characters worhx.. den saw children takin foto wit dEm. lolz.. bleHx. lalala~ dEn furniie. bought pressiie.. fergt to buy gift wrapper lame hor.. =X hees..

dEn ltr wen bAc to lOt 1.. took neo wit muh jiie. firz tym nehx. lolz. =) dEn bought e pressie broke lerh dEn muh jiie.. hab miie pay lolz. =) dEn saW phyllis.. yUn.. prI skl frens. hahaz. bLehx.

dEn ltr wen bAc home lorhx. lolz.. dEn eat diiner lerhx.. ltr wen to onlinne. =) geez, hees. =)

i lurve u.. i miish u.. =)

dEn tml goin out.. to limbang shoppin centre firz to photocopy dE scores.. dEn ltr go lot 1.. hees.. =) lalala~ dEn leii. wore F.I.R n zhenyang dE chaiin. hees. thx leii! i lurve iit alotx..! lurve everiione dE pressie. =)

footnote: i lurve u. lolz

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

harloz. :)

lets tok abt ytd firz bahx.. =)

hMm. ytd iish fridaE rty. yepz. 20/5 hahaz. rOn de berdae.. =X hMm. ytd leii. gort sho maniie free periods iin class worhx. lets c..eng.. 2 periiods. geo..2 periods.. chemiistry..2 periods..bio..1 period cos e cher late cum.. =) hahaz..total 7 periods free nehx. bLeHx. hMm. dEn cheMiistry wEn to liibrariie. hees. dEn miie n tsIng ee wEn to a cOrnEr to liisten to muh jiie de mp3. hees. den ltr wEn out of e librariie.. miss sharena saw tat.. hees. luckiie she nvr confiscate.. hahaz.. hMm.. kkiez.. dEn ltr wEn to lil indiia.. to viisiit iindiians. hahaz.. u beliieve mahx..? hahaz.. of coz nortx.. iish duno wad cuture thingiie..hahaz. bud hu kaiires. diin even liisten a word of iit. hahaz.. juz wen cos fer e sake of e extra marks added to chi.hahaz. lame hor. bLeHx.. lalala~

hMm. dEn oN dA waE dEre sho siians,, at da bUs nth to dOo. dEn. jiiu liisten to mp3 n qurrellin wit kai feng. hahaz. lame. -.= dEn ltr wen dere sho siians.. walked walked oniie. dee oniie place i lyk iish duno wad museum.
hahaz. den at dere kiip eh. argueiin? wit xiiao dii - zhiweii. bud iish fun fun oniie de. n u noe e reason fer argueein..? hahaz.. dose thingies kept in e museum.. arguein iish hu lent dE.. blabla.. lolz. lame hOr. bud nvm larhx. bud osho quite happiie. gort a new dii. muh ah dii- weasley.. lolz! whee~ lalala` bLeHx..
dEn ltR iN dA bUs.. oUr class cOr cher to let us eat.. cos we all damn hungriie. den eat lorhx. hees. dEn at e table in e kopitia, sho furnnie de.. jiahao n xiiao dii kiip makiin us luff. =)

dEn.. ltr wEn baC to skl lerhx.. wen to band rM straightaway.. go find dem.. =) hees, den wen dere liao.. dA seC ones alreadiie left liiao.. yepz.. dEn we stayed baC awhiile.. dEn.. suddenliie mummiie ask miie if i noe how to go to limbang shoppiin centre. den i told her e directiion. den ltr she sae gud. den she wan miie to hab her photocopiie e scores.. hahaz.. chey.. i tot wat.. hees..

eH.. dEn ltr saw hiim.. hahaz.. plaeiin bBall. =X oopz. hahz.. well at least managed to erm.. c hiim beforE i wEn to joanne's hse.. geez. dEn ltr jiu wen to lao di fang.. bud bfore tat wen to mur dan words.. to hab muh jie buy sth.. dEn saw SHE ( ziinc ; kYs ; killua ) dere. den ltr osho saw jiahao..FIR ( darryl ; cindy ; farrah ).. zhenyang worhx..hees.. den ltr saw a guy lyk him.. bud nort hiim.. haisih.. den ltr wen to buy food.. den cum bac heard darryl sae erm hahaz.. =pPp den aft i heard it tot he was kiidiin. bud itts da truth.. n i believed it aft he sae abt urm.. 3 tyms..? hahaz.. dEn i believed.. lolz.. den ltr wen to taxie dere.. c if he gort dere notx.. bud dun hav.. haiish, aniiwaes.. darryl told miie he walked past long tym ago lerhx.. kkies.

dEn ltr wen to cck park.. hahaz... gort darryl ; cindy ; farrah ; ziinc ; kYs ; killua ; gerald er ziie ; joanne ; yuting ; zhenyang ; yan ling ; jiahao ; haziq ; n of cos miie. lolz =X dEn.. hahz.. enjoyed muhself veh much.. n i believed everyone did. =) hahz.. den ltr dey all put creams at miie n joanne de face.. blabla.. cos we both berdae veh near mahx.. lol.. den.. veh fun lorhx.. lol.. dEn aft tat everiione wen to wash uP. =) den ltr leii. we played lorhx. geez. sat dere den at firz we all hummed e tunes of sg rhap n phantom of e opera.. den ltr stoP.. haahz..dEn bit malu.. cos gort quite a number of ppl hu walked past diao us. lol. well.. hu kaires. =X

dEn ltr we plae e passin sentence de game. lol. sho furniie. hees.. dEn ltr aft awhiile plae diff games den ltr wen bac.. took out thingies.. den wen baC to lot 1 agaiin. dey sae dey gonna plae arcade.. bud i nvr go. hees. i wen home.. lalala~ den ard 11 each home bahx.. lol.. dEn quickliie wen to toilet. guess wat i doiin in e toilet.. lolz.. bathe lorhx. lol.. lame eh. laala~ sho happiie todae.

lets tok abt todae bahx..
kewl. todae muh berdae leii. lolz. bud iish another typical dae fer miie lorhx. nvr celebrate.osho cnt go out. siians leii. stuck at home. actuallie wanna go out wit muh jiie, bud sway sway raiin until sho heaviie.. sho nvr go.. lolz. den jiu slp cos nth to do sho siians. hahaz. den ltr jiu eat liao wen to on comp. geez. =) hahz..
overrall.. siians. hahz. another typical dae lorhx. miish hiim alot nehx,. =)

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

freakiliie sux. muh exams results sux. e onlie subjects i satisfied ish onlie chi.. A.. mai siao siao. lolz. jkjk. geo osho A.. bud still nort wad i wan.. lolz.. den muh maths sux. fwark. muh parents onlie c muh maths results leii. lolz. hmmz.. still got wad arhx. lit. nort gud. eng. nort gud. tho eng i pass.. i wan A.. dui bu lerh. =( haahz.
speakiin of results. sho sway,, osho alot of subjects same marks. SAME scores wit kaifeng. omg. eg. i noe ish chi n lit. hahaz. bud he alot win miie. =) duno whie.. everytym we c each other lyk to argue de leii. lolz.. mabiie wan to beat each other yea? hahaz. duno leii. bud kinda enjoyed arguein wit hiim. lolz. esp durin lit lesson. u shuld hav seen ytd n todae.. same msnv grp as hiim. den we two dwn dere qurrellin. lolz.! tiink of it sho furnnie. den ppl tot we lai zhen de. den cor us nort to qurrel lolz.. oh well . heck. =)

saw hiim todae nehx.still cum skl.. aiyoz. duno hw to takkaire of himself de.. oOpx. lolz. hmmz.. duno wad to sae lerhx. miish hiim alot lorhx. din get to c hiim aft skl.. cos i accompaniie joanne go cck polycliiniic c doC. =) den nvr go extra prac. bud nvm. tml get to go to band. =)

hahaz. sho late lerh still cum online. =X mumiie sure scold miie de. bud luckie i habin muh bro do proj. or else i kana scolded. lolx!

den sho furniie todae at e clinic, kip lufin. crappin. haahz. den as sayin e counter staf.. " cum to c doc?" den i was tiinkin of cos larhx. or else c u mehx. hahaz. =X den ltr aft awhile emily jie cum find us. lolz. den ard 5 sth we wen to blk 143 de coffeeshop eat. nth to eat de. dowan eat yu pian mee fen. sho i in e end order rojak. cos gt nth to eat den i was damn hungri. lolz. hahaz. kip tinkin n tinkin.. of him. lolz.
duno whie todae at clinic i sho crappy yea.. lolz.. k larhx. stop here fer today.. =) takakire.
tats all folks!

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Monday, May 16, 2005

Air sUpply- haviin u near miie

I came to you and never asked to much
Wondering what you would say
Hoping you'd understand
It's not a role I usually play
Don't speak too much of what's been going on
The past is over and gone
Give me your troubled mind
You know it's due
I can do so much for you
I want you

(Chorus)
Having you near me
Holding you near me
I want you to stay and never go away
It's so right, having you near me
Holding you near me
I'll love you tonight, it feels so right
Feels so right

You're brave to say that you'll get lost in love
But you've opened your heart to me
Underneath all you feel
You know how deep our love could be
Tonight we'll touch until it's time to go
Then I'm leaving it up to you
Even a fool would know
That I'm not through
I can do so much for you
I want you
(Repeat Chorus)

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hmmpfs. at hoome sho siians.nth to do.. except stariin at e compUter. arggh.
wonder y e world ish sho farked uP. haiis. haatee muh liife. muh liife sux. oh. y does i hav to screwed things uP nehx.. haiish. summur e skl giiven miie 3 whole daes to rot at hOme. rot. yepz. imma glad imma gonna go skl tml. yepz. ;) luckilie nort 4 daes to rot. hees. glad fri went out wit joanne. =) bud.. diriin tiish 3 daes leiis.. made miie reallie tiink hard. yepz hard. n bsiides. ytd aftnoon was tokiin to sarah on e fone. yepz. geez. sumhow thx fer yur adviice eh. hees. haiish. aniiwae. u will nvr noe miie. e real miie. hav to hide all muh fears.. sorrows.. paiin.? behiind muh smiile. haiish. u will nvr noe. never.. never.. n i guess i have to bottled it uP. w/o aniione noeiin.. do u noe how i feel.. wen i heard frm -- dose thingys she saed. its nort i wanna doubt u.. bud,,. haish. its bez nort to say it all loud yea.

u noe sth. i hate muhself. reallie. everythin screws uP fer miie. u noe wad kiips miie goiin. u.. yepz u. haiish. guess imma nort gonna sae dose lerh larhx.

k larhx. todae siians lorhx. woke up earliie wanna teach muh brO. in e end.imma end uP doiin nth. siians. i rather hav muh beautiie slp bac. hahas..! gort nth to do except to on computer. hahaz. wanna get bac to skl. miish alot of thingyz. imma miish e fun.. e laughter.. hahaz. siians. muh sis today go nyp. den left miie at home nth to do. u noe sth. at nytes.. imma owaes checkiin muh hP. to c if hiis name appears.. bud none. - disappoiinted - oh well .nvm. too bad fer miie den. dun wanna mentiion hiim lerhx.

siians. gotta tiink of sth wrty. imma bored to death~
hmM. carn bear to tiink tat actuallie tish yr dE seC 4s arE gonna leave.. arGgh. will definetliie miish deM to dA cOre.
-esP muh mumiie ziinc~ whee. thanks fer yur advices.. thanks fer all da hab u giiv miie. u definetliie make a difference iin muh liife alOtx..
-sHe ; hahaz.. proud to sae iish dem hu make twiins ( miie n joe ) eh. becUm mur guaii de. hahaz.. thanks alotx.
- mD kor~! whee.. hees. thanks fer everythiin
n lotsa lotsa..

oh gosh. y am i wrtyin dose eh? hahaz.. blEhx.
caRn waiit fer fridaY. nOe whiie.. cOs goRt band mahx.. dEn afT band caN go to oUr lao di fang. miish iit alotx. miish dose daes where we haviin fun.. miish dose daes wen we wen to cck park. sho fUn..! geez.. makes miie smile wen i tiink of iit. u guys cheers miie uP..~ keWl. i lurve muh stat star famiilie. =) lalala~

gonna cRapz mur. hmm. wonder niid to briin anii B books tmL. scared briin wrong bks siia.. hahaz. hahaz. kkies. gotta stOp heRe lerhx leiis. mUz miish miie nehx. geez. ;)

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

okok. lets tok abt ytd first. wahahas.hmm. ytd ish sat rty?? yepz. hmm. tiink i ytd nvr go out. except tat i wen out fer diinner yea. haahz. e whole afternoon duno wad i was doin. sho siians. at home. summur bro usiin comp. arggh. hahaz. den ltr muh mummiie wen to work ; muh grandmother wen out. left us alone - miie. muh sis. muh bro. haahz. den ltr received e cor frOm muh dad. wen to bt timah food centre to eat. hahaz. geez. lurve e food dere. =) den guess.. hu i saw dere. lols. hu else bud keith. hahaz! den ltr jiu wen home lorhx. hahaz.

okok. lets tok abt today. geez. nth much. woke uP late. hees. bud luckilie dad nvr scold. hahaz. yea. tur gonna get muh looipop from qing zhou. hahaz. =) lalaa~ geez. haiis. sho siians. stuck at home. arggh. haiis. dun even noe if mon can go out.. bud.. goin to hav no money lerh.. haiish. k lerh larhx. dowan tok abt tish lerh.. gonna craP mUr. coz im sho siians. lolz

hmm. dun wiish tym flies sho faz.. cos june holidays cumin. ltr cnt c hiim. bud on e other hand.. i wanna band prac quicklie cUm. hees. den tiink of it. june holidays. gort bbq yea. haahz. yepz. arghh.

carn get hiim out muh head. wonder wad n how den i can get hiim out of muh head. hahaz. hahaz. furniie lei. everytym blogged.. confirm mention hiim de. =) laalala~ hmmpfs. tiink nxt sat de kbox cancelled liao. fergt lerh. wonder y lately kip havin short term .hahax. speakin of short term.. rmbr e sci exam. gort one qn. ask. " what dose STD stands for?" hahaz. den e first thing tat came to muh miind was " Short Term Memory" LOLS. veh diao rty. haahz. den aft tat told 80 dey all. - luff - tats all. hahaz.. furniie isin it. luckiliy i nvr put dwn e ans. lols.

k lerh larhx. tats all.

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Thursday, May 12, 2005

hmmpfs. tis mornin woke uP wit raiN.. argghh. hav to brin umbrella. sho lazie arh mie. no choice bud to briin lorhx.. geez. =x den ltr reach skl.. sho few ppl wahahas..nort used to iit. especiiallie nvr c hiim earlie in e mornin. hees. oOps* lalaala~ hmm.. den ltr wen to gallery.. den eRm she* began to tell miie sum things.. haiish.. sumtyms i`d rather nort noe.. yet.. sumtyms i reallie wan to noee. hahaz .

hmm. den ltr DnT worhx.. gort a section where dey wan us to name e tools. dun even it. sho anihw fill in e blanks. hahas. =X yay . today laz paper worhx. hees. hmm.. den ltr stay baCk after skl wit samantha n lingz. hahaz. den i shun biian c hiim. =) tot i todae wun c hiim. bud i was wrong. haahz. =) nvm larhx. i happie jiu hao lerhz. lolx. hmm. den ltr wen samantha say she wanna go lerh.. i was biit reluctant.. cos i wan to look at hiim mur. hmmpfs. duno y i dun dare to look into his eyes de. onlie after wen he turn ard or wad,, den i look. hahaz. veh stupiid rty miie.

arggh. den ltr samantha say she wan go lot 1 eat. den i peii her lorhx.. den was earlie.. den e walked walked. sho siians. den ltr ard 11.. den wen to eat LJS. fark larhx.. waster $2. e stupid guy giv wrong order den we end up payin mur. shuld hav qurrel wit hiim . sho stuupiid. den he left lerh we were lyk.. how cum juz nw nvr say bac de. den we no nid pay marhx.. hahaz.. nvm larhx.. suan liao. c hiim small den giv hiim. lolz.
den ltr after tat we wen walk walk.. saw theresa n limeI. hees.,. waa. dey sho secretive siia. hahaz. den ltr we wen off separate ways.. bud miie n samantha kip lisiaoin dem. hahaz.. =) den ltr eh wait. did i mention we saw joanne bla bla.. lolz.. hmm.. den ltr ard 12 sth we jiu wen home lerh. hmmpfs. actuallie wanna stay longer. bud nvr cos samntha wanna wen bac home earlie.. yepz..

den ltr wen bac home. took a nap wit muh dear lil cousiin. sho cute. den wen i woke uP.. gort a shock. lolz. 2 innocent eys lookin at mie. which was muh dear lil cousin. hahaz. lame rty. =X. hmm.. den i tiink tats all bahz.. now goin to eat dinner lerhx. cannort loh soh liao. lolz..!
haish. no fair. 4 days cnt c hiim. torture miie arhz. lolz. oOps* den summur i dowan days to go sho faz.. cos ltr june holidays cumiin.. cnt c hiim.. den worst. arggh. haish..

do u noe.. i miish u alot. do u noe.. i luurve u alot.

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Crush on you-- bY tata young.

I wish upon a star
Wanna be right where you are
You set my world on fire
Babe I got a crush on you
I wish upon a star
Can't you see how right we are
We should be together
Babe I got a crush on you

I used to turn around and walk away
Never stopped to play
Cause there was no attraction

But in my heart you start to grow on me
Kind of suddenly
So now I’ve changed direction

Knowing it might seems strange
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

(Chorus)

In this cold world, where dreams are few
Baby, I want you
Is it to much to ask for?

I’ll take you places where you never been
If you just give in
So babe, it’s now or never

Knowing it might seems strange…
Love came over me
Feeling the luck has changed
Do you want me, like I want you?

(Chorus)

Me and you, you and me. Living a life in harmony
It’s magic (magic) babe I’ve got a crush on you

So if you feel the way I do
Would you fancy to
To take a ride beside me

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Wednesday, May 11, 2005

- arggghh-

today nvr go skl. hmmpfs. cnt c him. hmm.. lets tok abt ytd nyte first.. =) haish. ytd nyte.. suddenlie ask mie tat qn. chua tio eh. den was lyk hur?! den duno w/o tinkin.. anihw reply.if onlie i nvr reply hur. hahaz. well.Tell mie hu doesnt wans to b wit e their loved ones eh?? geez. miie.. i wanna share yur joys.. yur sorrows.. cos seein u happie makes mie happie. =D
hmms.. sho hiong worhz dey.. hahz. sat jio u go out. duno if u will reject or accept. hahaz.. honestlie.. i wun mind de lahz. cos she osho muh fren.. at most i feel -js- onli lorhz.. hmms.. wonderin y.. uP till now.. lyk him fer abt hmm.. 59 days lerhz hahaz.. weird. las ym used to lyk a guy fer2 yrs n muh lurve fer tat guy ish nort as deep as tish current de..hahaz summur lyk him fer ard 59 days nia. well tats gud mahx. =) oOps* haish. how i wiish i culd brk e news to dem hu i reallie lyk.. but.. reallie scared tat dey will hate miie. haish. arrgh. hMm.. sho siians. whOle dae at home. cnt go out. den in e meantym chat wit sarah jIe.. =D hees. sho long dun hav hear to heart tok lerh yea. hahaz. waa. den duno y. she noe lei..! she cum ask mie izzit. den i duno whether to pian her or e truth.. den say yarhx.. its weird. she sae gut felin.. but sho zun mehx..? hahaz.. nvm .. i believed she will nort say de. =D

duno wad to say actullie.. nono. shuld b i fergt. hahaz.. actauulie gt a lot dE.. bud suddenlie all ferget..
sho siians at home. cnt go out. muh exam haven finish sho cnt. arggh. hmmpfs. fri goin cut hair. sure cum out veh uglie de. fri mornin.. sho tue u all will c a diff mie.. hahas. e uglie mie. =) haish. suddenlie miish 1c`o4 leiis. miish e fun.. miish e laughter.. blehx.. kk ies.. tats all bahx.. hees

takkaire always. i miish u. i iLu. duno how manie tyms i sae tat lerh. lols.. hees

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

whee.. maths paper is at least over. hmms. ytd burn midnight till 1am.. hees.. cos alot duno.. laz min revision worhx. hees. =xden alot still duno lorhx.. wen i left to slp.. hees.. den today mornin woke up.. reallie dreads it lorhx. paper 1.. jus manage to hav tym to finish tym in tym.. no tym to check.. hmmpfs. den paper 2.. osho jus enuff tym to do finish wen cher say las few mins.. quicklie chiong worhx. haish. den lei.. lent calculatoor to faiz.. he duno hw to use.. end up nvr use. sho ke lian. haish. reallie scared my maths pp will faill.. my parents ish se only e maths pp nia lei.. hmm.. bud quite shuang larhx. left one paper mur to go - DnT whee~

hmm.. after skl lei. wen to canteen. hahaz. of cos. den ltr saw him. =) bud duno lei. tink he nvr saw mie bahx. he sho far frm mie.. den wanna say helloe de.. bud hestitated cos duno whether he will c anotx. hees.. den ltr he wen of lerhx.. wit his fren. den ltr mie n joanne wen to mac.. den wen dere mit wendy i tink. den dere saw lijue, jing yi, wendy, `ahboii` `cR`` ``weihaO`` dey all lorhx. dey ltr wen to play badminton. hahax. hmms.. den lei. aft tat wen to lot 1.. wen to popular hab muh budder buy file.. den ltr jiu walk walk. go library tok. lolx. den ltr wen to laserfair ;; to watch phantom of opera. craziie isint it. yepz. bud we were! lolx! siians 1/2. kip tiinkin of him nehx. sumhow,, duno hw to get him out of muh miind.. hahas.. den ltr we wen to sense dere... cos rainin.. hees.. hmm.. den jiu wen bac home lorhx. nothin much today ;;

kkies.. tats all fer now.. gud luck n all e bez to dose hu haven finished their papers.. hees.. =) takkiare. dun burn midnyte oil..! =)

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Monday, May 09, 2005

- argghh -

dun reallie lyk todays paper.. bio n chemistry. hmmpx. e first paper was chemistry.. almost no tym to finish.. left few mins.. quicklie cheong worhx. hahas.. budden.. luckiliy in e end gort enuff tym to do finish.. n overral.. its quite okok larhx. [ dare nort comment much ] hahas.. den ltr after tat.. ish bio.. before tat still gort tym to learn.. bud cannot get e facts in.. surroundin was noisie.. tinkin of him.. sho mani tots filled muh mind.. wahahas. ltr.. take bio paper.. we took sho long to start yea. basicallie e cher kip runnin ard. we started to make noise. hahas.. sitin at e side near zhiwei dere sho fun. nort bad actuallie. can make u luff non-stop. hahas.. yepz. suddenlie reaslised tat muh class ish actuallie violent. hahas.. tables can be thrown ; overturned. wahahas, lolz. oOpz.*

den after skl stayed bac awhile.. we tok.. den i osho can catch a few glimpse of him before i wen home.. hahas.. =) hmms.. den ltr.. duno y.. saw him at e bus stop dere.. whoops. hahas. sho happie yea. =x. can c hiim again. den ltr took e same bus wit him. whee~ hees. omg. fa hua chi again. lols!! hmms.. den ltr reach lot 1 lerhx.. jiu nvr saw him.. well.. afew tyms?? bud he nvr c mie. well. hu kaires. as long as i get to c him.. wakakas`` kip tinkin abt him. hais. wonderin y.. i everytym dun dare to look straight into his eyes de. hmmpx. den wen he left or nvr c miie..den i will start to look fer him.. start to look at him. hahas.. oOps. oOpz. * i mish u alot. n wanna tell u. no matter wad i do.. i owaes tink of u.. reallie. n tats nort a lie. cos i reallie lurve u. alot.. =) jus to tell u.. every moment wit u.. ish all my precious moments.. ill nvr ferget..

den at lot 1. ltr wen to kfc to eat. hahas. sry. nvr listen to u. go eat dose foods. hahas. hmms. saw haziq.. 1350.. farhan.. nabil. den we wen to sit bside dem as deres no mur space. waa. sit bside dem can dun eat lerhx.. can kip luffin de lorhx. hees. cos dey crapz.. nort fair!! dey eat finish lerhx. we stil haven. lolx. =x

- dreads - tml's e pp i dread most.. its maths!! haish. scared i failed. hahas.. kkies gud luck to mie n u.. =)

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Friday, May 06, 2005

lalaa. hahas. sho sians worhx. whole dae stuck at home. hmpfs. actuallie wanna go kbOx wit joanne..cindy..farrah..yun shi.. zhenyang de.. buuden nvr.. den joanne osho nvr go. cos i nvr go. hmms. haha.. den today ard 9 + wake up. actuallie wan late late wake up de.. buden lei. got disturbed by muh baby cousin. hees. sho cute!! omg. lolz. hmms.. den ltr joanne cor mie ask mie wan go lot 1 study nortz.. haish.. bud i cnt go out. hmpfs. or else i now wuld not b here. anyway. i searchin sth fer muh lit project. sho dun blame mie. i guai kia lai de. lols. =x hmms..

haish. jus carn understand y.. i wuld kip repeatin muhself. i tot i told u lerhx. dun kip pushin mie to her. plz. juz bcos of ...-. haish. u sae sho yurself. tat u kip tinkin bac of e daes we had. den dun. juz be lyk e past..

hmm.. k lerhx. start another topic. dowan to mention unhappie thingys. hahas. kkiez..
hmms.. ytd tok on e fone wit him againz. lols. =) sho happie worhx. =x oOps. lolz.hmms.. hmpfs. den at e end of e conversation.. my mumie sort of say him. argghh. lol. bud other dan dat. enjoy every moment wit him. hahas.. =) yepz. miish him alot nehx. hahas.. speakin e truf worhx. =) actuallie duno wad to sae lerhx. lols. =) ilu

sians.. now waitin fer e tym to pass.. sho gud de.. muh jie go out.. watch movie.. hmpfs.! lols.sian,, omg. carn get him out of muh miind. lols. =x. k lerhx. since i gort nth much to say.. end off here bahx. oh yarhx,, gud luck fer exams. =)

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Monday, May 02, 2005

hellos. hees.. duno y sudenlie wanna blog. omg. im sho happie yea. hahas. im hua chi. =x sumhow.. kip tinkin bac.. e dae he tok to mie on e fone.. hees.. sho happie.. bud i nvr show it larhx. lols.. hees.. wah.. if everydae tok on e fone jiu shuang si lerh. lols. oOops. lols. reallie enjoy every moment wit him.. wahahas.. =) everidae mish him lyk crazie. haish.. hmms.. yet .. duno y tok to him e words he told at e end of e conversation makes mie happie most.. hees.. =pPp lalaala~ hmms.. exams cumin lerhx. haish.. must score gud gud neHx.. haish.. gotta mish u veh much.. muh wish.. ish to c u everi dae.. n i wuld b contented.. hees.. =) iLu.

sho sians. whole dae stay at home.. jus to study fer e exam.. hahas.. k lerh larhx.. i stoP here lerh.. dun mish mie eh.. bud i noe u will. =)

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