- Lock my life with you ;

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

finally the emo days are over ! (i hope )
hrm , lemmie blogg abt ystd .. quite fun..
cos i had my veh gud frens w me,
joanne,joan and freddie.. and cz was supposed tuh cum too..
bud sth cropped up , so cnt .
well, joan reached my hse first ..
ard late aftnn and i wen tuh yewtee tuh fetch her =]
den cum my hse alrdy we toktok den sat dwn tuh do impt stuffs.
how impt?
haha, do hmk lorx. first we started off w maths bud th qns we do like so..
wtf. haha. so we skippedd and skipped and in th end we decided tuh do geo.
far mur easier i supposed. =]
den aft tat fred and jozx came along.. =]
den we toktok again.
den aft tat wen tuh eat dinner. hhaah!
den aft tat wen tuh duno hu's hse..
aww, so sscare ahh . lols.
=x
den aft tat dey send me hme lar, so nice can . haha.

In my solitary nyte i gaze out of the window.
stars , there were so many
bud its only you i culd tink of.
lonliness accompanied me throughout the ntyes ,
so unbearable
the feelin of missing&hoping tuh see you again its too much.
i wonder and wonder,
if you'd ever appear in my life ,
ever again ..or wuld it be like the past
where we wuldnt even cross each other's path ?

i miss you, i truly do =/
its bin 12345678910days and hrs since i last saw you, and chatted w you.
i miss you so, if oni we werent so far apart..
everytym i saw yur bro , he wuld remind me of you.. aww.
how i yearn tuh see you again , bud i know its immpossible,
if only... if only...

-why.do.i.let.myself.believe.miracles.culd.happen?

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♡26231138.

Thursday, November 23, 2006

It's funny when you find yourself Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Its coming true But everybody else could tell That
I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
');

And when you smiled
You made me feel Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty I'm only left with used-to-be
Once upon a song Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

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♡26231138.

Monday, November 20, 2006

wakaka. im here tuh blogg.. again..
today damn tired can.. hahas.
woke up at 8.30++
was late in miting joanne. hehehs =x
after tat wen tuh skl find dennis, fo the investiture stuffs.
=]
lucky the guy nvr cum and disrupt us from doin our own things.. =]
den aft tat haziq came along..
hahas.
den aft tat when we finished our stuffs..
wen tuh the band rm ar!!
wanted tuh play .. bud my reed wit jermaine -.-
hahas,
den aft tat me,jozx, fred,zeeq,jermaine,joan, xiao zuo,
wen tuh lot 1 tuh eat.. den jermaine..
bcame veh high ar. lols.
and i bcame "xiaobai" -.-
hrm .. den aft tat wen home,,
xDD
Looking forward tuh tmr's band!
woohoo~~

ithickofyou,allnightlong.

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♡26231138.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

In my solitary nyte i gaze out of the window.
stars , there were so many
bud its only you i culd tink of.
lonliness accompanied me throughout
the ntyes , so unbearable
the feelin of missing&hoping tuh see you againits too much.
i wonder and wonder,
if you'd ever appear in my life , ever again ..
or wuld it be like the past
where we wuldnt even cross each other's path ?

imissyoustill,

wakaka. gonna blog abt ytd yeah.
hrm wen tuh east coast park wit frens-
jozx.joan.jermaine.fred.cz.zeeq.khairil.kt.and kharil's sis + frens.
hrm did i miss out anyone?
well . wen dere..
wen tuh buy food frm 7eleven dere,,
den aft tat we eat. =]
den joan& jermaine go rent roller blades [sp]
den i try jer one.
cos i first tym noobie.
hahaha.
was hesitant tuh rent.. bud the rest rent..
so i follow lar.
wahs den kip falling dwn.
hand pain. back pain. leg pain =[
anyway its a gud experience lar.
haha,

den aft tat wen tuh the sea.
so salty manx . =x
eeyucks.
bud suay leh tio sunburn no suntann =[
den aft tat on the way hme's journey..
which was on bus 16.
i duno why suddenly became so moody
wen thru and tot alot of stuffs eh.
den bcum emo =[

i duno why i have turned tuh hate nights ehh.
its when the nights arrived,..
and oni then my thoughts start tuh run wild..
my imaginations.. its way beyond tuh describe.
i hate tish feeling.
why does it have tuh be a cycle?
hais how tuh stop all tish ?
why carn i jus use wad ive told others tuh put it across my mind,.,
why? tish ish jus nort me..
i jus wish tuh shout it out loud and forget my unhappiness....
why is it jus so hard?

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♡26231138.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

yawnx*
so tired can !
today so early wake up leh deprive me of my beauty sleep leh
hahaha .
mit joanne ard 8.50 den wen tuh skl tgt,
tuh see oni haziq dere haha . aft tat waited for dennis den go comp lab =]
hrm , wen tuh do investiture stuffs..
hahas , dun like the printer ..
so stupid can ! hahhahas.
den aft tat until like ard quite late den wen off.
tmr still nid early go ..
my beauty slp again .. arggh . =[

life ish never fair.

3DARWIN' o6 : never be replaced !

-dun blame me for missing you.

Blogged @ 8:38:00 PM
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♡26231138.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

hrm let me blog abt today lar..
=]
hrm firstly mit joanne den aft tat go physics.
hahas, so few ppl go leh.
:x
den misskang say td her last day.
duno why kinda she bu de, haha
hrm , the lesson drag for like mur dan 3hrs?
-.O
so getting restless sia.
den aft tat was social studies.
was like kinda scared she kp ..
bud lucky she nvr lar.
hahaha!

lets tok abt yst =]
wahs. ystd was actually th class outing?
like so last min can.
den in th end so few ppl go,
so wtf.
last min withdraw..
zzzz
den we , wendy , cr, gage etc
go arcade . hahah
so fun lar , play daytonna.
heheh
den aft tat jozx and fred came.
den aft sum tym, w clement we went tuh town =]
okiess shall skip tat part.
until we wen tuh kbox!
woohoo!
haha , so long nvr go alrdy ar.
hehehs . bud owe clement $10. muz rmbr ohs!
hrm , den sort of receive zw bro msg.
which made me so emo lar =[
hais.
if only a chance mur was given ..
nvm , shant say all tis sad stuffs.
bud throughtout was quiet,
i osho duno why , loads of stuffs on my mind.
"if only tym culd go bac "..
=[

its bin like 12345678910 since i last saw you,
i wonder how you've been, wat you've bin doing.
stupid heart,
i shuldnt hav like you =[

repsaj-

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

hahA. im bac in action agains . xD
todays quite a busy day..
anyway , sorry kharil , i culdnt go yur hse today..
hrm , bac tuh the topic ..
today wen tuh clean my drawer and desk!
hahas. took like a whole day ? den i manage tuh clean it clean and tidy.
ehehes.
=]
hrm , at the end of the day still worth it hur . hahas =]

sian lar , i miss him loadsloads leh!
its bin like 12345678910 since i last seen him =[
mur dan a month ler..
aww, he told me workin leh.
bud i wonder whre he work ?
so maybe i can walk past..
teehees,
bud tats like onie a dream oni ?
=[
sigh*

Blogged @ 11:17:00 PM
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♡26231138.

Monday, November 06, 2006

wakao . today damn suay can .
luckie you joanne , never go lessons today.
well shall elaborate my day today .

hrm first lesson was socialstudies (argh)
lesson held in 4D.
wellwell , can you believe it.
i her first victim lehs =x
i just enter the class den catch me for my shoe.
wth . cnt wear colored shoe meh ?
i tot alot ppl wearing sia.
summur other tchers nvr catch me you pianpian catch me.
@.@
bud anyway i gt my reasons lar. cos shoe wet mah.
den ltr tok tuh her she saw my fingernail.
my thumb was pynk lar.
den ask me go remove. so xintong leh!
=[

den after tat , she said today conductin sec4's lesson.
bud no one broght the sec4 bk except for lin htet , norman and keith?
den majority of us wen out tuh buy. bud bkshop nvr open.
zzzzz
den after sumtym den jiu managed tuh go in .
cos we apologise.

den the lesson drag till 1o.3o
no brk for us leh , so hungry! :x
den come eng lesson. forget tuh do summary.
hahaha! lucky nort today nid pass up.
if nt i die ar. hehes =]

after tat was bio.
was sian-eded/ c0s i duno wad tcher tokin abt.
so blur// =x

after tat wen tuh lot 1 wit wendy.
den ltr clement came.
hahas. i like lightbulb leh =x

hais. i feel so helpless leh.
when i carn even help you,
and yet you're dere, bein so hrtbrkn
=[
hais.

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Saturday, November 04, 2006

hadnt initially wanted tuh go out.
was intending tuh stay at home slack ,
when joanne's msg came and asked me if i wanted tuh go out.
of cos i agreed since i need tuh get sum stuffs for the band.
wen tuh mit joanne.. at lot 1.
was hopin tuh see him . bud dunhave.. zz
hrm wen tuh walkwalk and chitchat wit jozx.
heart-heart matters ,.
and sum inisde secret ,.
regarding abt ystd thing!
hahahaha~
the monster house. woohoo~
lols-

thedistancedlove-

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

seriously. i duno why suddenly i feel so emo-
so sad .. all of a sudden ?
duno how tuh describe tish feeling..
its beneath me for so long and i duno how tuh get rid of tis feelin.
=(
i wondered partly isit bcos of him too .
arggh! kip tinkin and tinkin of him
like nobody's business.

In my solitary nyte
i gaze out of the window.
stars , there were so many
bud its only you i culd tink of.
lonliness accompanied me throughout
the ntyes , so unbearable
the feelin of missing&hoping tuh see you again
its too much.
i wonder and wonder,
if you'd ever appear in my life , ever again ..
or wuld it be like the past
where we wuldnt even cross each other's path ?

i just carn help missing you day by day.
the feeling's getting stronger ;
altho we are so far apart.
=[
i miss you =/

Blogged @ 10:31:00 PM
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♡26231138.