HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUH YANLING AND DON ! XD


thans wendy ,
fer tat nice and touchin 8o video .
i so love it can xD
owe you a huggie + kisses .
hehhs .
lovesloves !

was wonderin sth ,.
how many fren do you have actually ?
have it ever occured tuh you ?
when you tink back ,.
frens ..
dose who always joke wit you ,.
craps ard .
always hang out tgt .
yet ,.
it seem tuh close yet too far .

how many true fren(s) do you have actually ?
dose whom you really share yur problems to ,
and dose who will always be dere fer you ,
no matter wad happens and wad it takes .

sumtyms , even tho you may be contented wit wad you have ,
bud sumwhat .
deres none of dose frens , who really close tuh you ,
who really understand you ,.
isnt it saddenin ?
tuh find out,.cos dar ppl you hang out wit ,
none of dem bothers tuh ask you yur probs ,
or dey are jux yur companions fer laughters , etc .

tink .. how many true frens do you have actually ?
i duno ,.


all she loves ;

i tot real hard ystd ,
i was given tat particular job .
i was given the opportunity .
i shuld cherish it and give it muh ultimate best in wadeva i do ,
instead of givin onie half of muh best ,
wuldn tat be too unfair ?
i noe , i'd learn tuh love tat job ,
cos if i nvr try , i wuld nvr noe .'
and yes , im soriie when i said tat words ,
tat i dowan tish job .
i shuldn be tinkin fer myself onie.
tats unfair .

her speaks ; -
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUH WEIZHONG !
XD~

ive decided tuh TRY and work hard no matter wad .
cos im slackin and slackin .
tish carn go on .
and i hope ,
i can .
=x


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her life ;
her speaks .

i jux carn help it ,.
be it tish way or that way .
dar feelin inside of me ;
sumtyms it runs high , sumtyms its low .
injectin different emotions at times .
and sumtyms , its jux so hard tuh control it .
i jux wonder ,
how tuh get out of it ?
i seemed tuh be in tish world of muh own ,
)'x

why do life have so much problems ?
or rather why does it exist ?
tuh be able tuh tackle it ? tuh be ablr tuh becum stronger?
sighh -
i so hate it can ;
its jux so sarky .

its so weird can ,
i no longer really like tokin as much as last time ,
and i wondered why ,.

i jux hate muh life ;


smile ;
and forget every unhappiness
(how i wished i culd )
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nort much things happenned today ;
bud anyway , gotta update ^^

had chemistry the FIRST& SECOND lesson,.
first lesson was wit mr chok .
so lame larx him , askd everyone tuh stand up
den onebyone askd qn den can sit dwn .
=x
im was askd by him alotx tym bud like onie dar last attempt den can sit ?
ahhs. =x

followed by mdm sharena ;
smile presentation .
ahhs . was kinda nervous and prayed tat we were not presentin td .
and it really nvr .
hehhs .
cos of the computer ; thumbdrive ?
=x
was kinda relieved ;

aft tat was GEO .
darnoe whie today dun feel like slpin / nort tired
ahhs . was quite attentive today !
i soo GUAI can .
hehhs .

aft tat was AMATHS .
darnoe wad mdm mary tchin ,
=x
arghhargh !
)'x

aft tat was MT ,
i so loovee can .
watched the movie tat mr tok gave us .
so nice alr ,!
den came dar worst part aft watchin finish ..
muz memorise poem !
ahhh , stil havent memorise finish sia .
=x

aft tat was the australian maths thingy ;
initially looked at dar qns like so
lengleng .
den further down .
was kinda wrng .
=x

later wen tuh lot 1 wit joanne .
hehhs .
so long never so high lerx ;
so happy !
xD

bac home ,
new problems ..

so scared ,
tml dar new appointment list will be out !
ahhh.



smile ;
and forget the unhappiness /
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i hate the fate , tat changes everything ,.

will you be dere whenever i nid you ?

hmms , duno why nowadays ,
dun feel like tokin tuh anyone ,
)x




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lOok on tuh dar bright side of life ..
dar sUn's shinin for us .. xD ~

why do people tend tuh nort tuh cherish dar things and people ard them ,
until dey almost lose it or till dey lost it ?
i jux dun get it , sigh .
cherish wad you have people ,
dun wait till you really regret .. )x

好想让你知道我还爱着你，但是我做不到 .


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dun feel like bloggin ;



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reply tuh tag firsts !

dr.feli :
hehs . thanx nuer . (:
hows you and him lerx , btw ?

cute _boi_drew :
LOLS . noob ish a nice name fer you wad ,
right ? wahhas . just like how you cor
GRACE , ACTION . LOL .
xD

lemmie blog abt today !
woke up at ard 11 .
cos hab tuh brin muh bro go eat ,
cos he ltr gort tuition .
den later .
online lerx , jiu wen out .
mit joe and freddiee .. xD
on the way dere .
saw muh sis and her guy .
LOL .
den later , at yewtee saw DARRYL .
he's goin tuh gerry hse larx . (:

later mit lerx wen tuh jurong point .
wen tuh search fer serjie's oressie whilst waitin fer zeeq .
so difficult sia , serjie's pressie .
=x
search so long stil darnoe wad tuh buy .
den later jiu give up ,
wen bac lot 1 .
in the end zeeq nvr came ,
cos he high fever ):
takecare boy ,.

after tat wen tuh pasar malam .
xD wen tuh bought stuffs tuh eat .
so hungry cans , hahas .

after den i wen bac home ,.
den while i was havin dinner,
ate fish (bein forced )
den choke . cos of the stupid bone .
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bud thanx tuh tat , i gort excused fer nort eatin fish .
hehhhs .
xD

life's full of ups and down .
yesterdays thingys , made me cherish dar ones ard me mur ,.
it suddenly dawned tuh me tat ,
how life culd be so fragile ,
ahhhhhh ):
i so miss her cans .
stay strong , baby .


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thanx everyone ,
for tat cheerin up words uh .
despite you noe it anort .
bud i appreciate it .

reply tuh taggs -

wINNIE :
xiiexiie kid , you osho must share wors ,
tuh yur councilor . hehs .
loovees !

DR.FeLi :
uh ? wad you mean siia .

PRIS :
xiiexiie . i'll rmbr yur promise derx.
thanx wors . hehhs . xD

祝你幸福 `
xD
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SINE YOU"VE BEEN GONe , KELLY CLARKSON

heres the thing
we started out friends
it was cool but it was all pretend
ya ya since u been gone

ya dedicated you took the time
wasn't long till i called you mine
ya ya since u been gone

and all you'd ever hear me say
is how i picture me with you
thats all you'd ever hear me say

CHOURUS
but since you been gone
i cannot breathe for the first time
i'm so movin on ya
ya thanks to you now i get what i want
since u been gone

how can i put it you put me on
i even fell for that stupid love song
ya ya since u been gone

how come i'd never hear you say
i just wanna be with you
i guess you never felt that way

CHOURUS
but since u been gone i cannot breathe for the first time
i'm so movin on
ya ya thanks to you now i get what i want
since u been gone

you had your chance
you blew it outa sight outa mind shut your mouth
i just can't take it again and again and agian and again
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today's nort a gud day , for me ..
lemmie elaborate (:

before the startin of the first lesson ,
our class no circuit ! XD
gud alr ! hahas . cos gort bio test ..
bud mr huang go find the person
den in the end gort ):
LOLs

FIRST LESSON : BIO .
wasted like half an hr .
den later the next half an hour ,
BIO test ! open book . bud stil nort sure if i can pass .
hope i can tho ,.
(:

2nd LESSON :
chemistry , took bac muh results .
jux passed onie , so nid tuh sit first 2 row .
siian-ed .
dun really listen tuh the lesson ,
cos i was jux basically runnin around ,
askin khairul and shahera fer translation
for mimpi yang sempurna ! XD

3rd lesson , AMATHS .
dun really like amths lesson nowadays .
maybe cos i dun really understand wad cher tokin about ?
=x

4th lesson .
duno hu msged me , check the hp .
suay , mdm mary saw .
-_______-
took back muh amaths results .
i failed , by 2 marks . so sadded -
gonna retest !


5th lesson , ENGLISH .
mdm rose came in cos mr quek never cum ):
argggggggggghhhhhhhh )):
tats nort gud , cos i wun be able tuh sit beside harris ,
i wanx listen tuh malay songs !
nevermind , pray tat tml gort a chance !
heees .

after was SOCIAL STUDIES .
was so tired larhx .
kip closin muh eyes .
mrs foo din noticed , or she pretend nth ?
ahahs =x

after tat mr ong came in .
he said those ppl whose bks kana confiscated , nid tuh do dc !
arggghh .
bud im nort sure if im one of them ..
hahas .

xD ~

after tat wen tuh filzah's hse tgt wit yanling , winni , jingyi.
had fun tryin dar clothes !
i choose the blue one (:
heees .
den ate filzah 's handmade currypuff .
sooooooooo NICE can .
hahas .

after tat , wen tuh lot 1 mit joe , wendy ,
hahas .
den after at , jiu wen bac home .

aku.cinta.pedamu.
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my life ish so fug up now ,.
i hate her ,. its stil the same as before.
i wonder why you hab tuh bad-mouth muh marmiie wadeva she does ,
why wun you say yurself ?
youre so selfish , you onie tink fer yurself .
!@#$%^&*()_+&^%$$

alrty . btw , shall thanx PRISCILIA (:
hehhs , iloveyou! xD

FIRST LESSON : BIOLOGY .
so siian-ed larx .
as usual , me and joe tok and tok ,
never listen tuh mr huang ..
=x
carn blame us yeah ,
his lessons we NEVER listen derx xD .

2nd LESSON : MT .
was quite relax larx , as usual .
hehs .

3rd LESSon : GEOGRAPHY
changed seat tuh sit bside joanne .
dar nie tcher teach us .
and its like the FIRST time i never wanx tuh fall asleep ?
ahahas . =x

PHYSICs after recess .
learnt new topic .
wad temperatutre derx .
did experiment . was quite fun larx , hehhs .
den khariul so cute larx .
he broke the beaker ,
den ms kang asked wad happended tuh the beaker ,
and khairul's reply : nothin larx , only crack only .
LOLs !

after tat was assembly ,
enjoyed the show !
bud stil , carn help feelin moody .
):
shed sum tears , cos i jux carn help it ..

after tat , wen tuh find darryl , wanna break sum news tuh him ,
and yeah .. was reluctant tuh say , bud still ,.

after school was the MOST EXCITING PART !!
the guys in our class wen crazie larx . LOLs .
dey were goofin around , with the basketball .
ahhahs . its jux soooo farnie tuh see dem ..
and suddenly , i jux sooo LOVEE my class ((:
took zhiwei's hp , listened tuh his hp inside der mp3 .
eng tcher never cum , so its like practically free period .
xD .

after tat was AMATHs ):
i HATE TRIGO !!
cos i understand nth ):
dozed off .. so paiisehx when mdm mary corl muh name ,
and its nort dar first time alrdy ?

=x
i hate skl life ,.

after tat wen tuh canteen .
JERMAINE ! YANLING ! HAZIQ ! KHAIRIL ! was dere .
ahahs. so miss jermaine alr .
xDD .
wen dere tuh do hmk , bud carn concentrate ,
its always like tish , i hate it .

aft wen tuh lot 1 wit joe , fred and zeeq .
yeah . dun feel like goiin .
nowadays hate it . i darnoe why .


you know ,
im soo scared when day turns tuh nyte ,.
cos tats when im .........
i miss ahem *



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ONLY LOVE - TRADEMARK .

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be You're asking me

But only love can say -
try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day

So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye


nice ,.
<3>

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imiss ahem*
bought elson's album .
3 same songs .
bud nvm larx.
quite nice =]
the song's sad ..
his songs accompny me thru the whole day .

shyt leii .
tml deres amaths test ; circular measure .
and i havent een learn yet .
thursday deres bio ; transport on mammals .
and i hvnt even learn yet .

life's like a roller coaster .
deres bound tuh be ups and downs .
when you are in the downs , why nort look forward tuh dar future .
cos , after experencing the "downs " moment if yur life ,
deres bound tuh be ups .
life's never fair .
im sure , even when youre down , deres reasons fer you tuh smile .
(:

reply tuh tags :

haziq ;
hehs . you too ! look tuh dar bright side . takecare alrtys.

jiale :
hehs . so surprised uhs den you tagged =]
thanx ! hees . takecare darhling .


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kinda lazy tuh replie tag .
=x .

however , yanling ,
im fine , thankew (:
and yes , if i gort probs , i'd definietly share wit you ,
dun worrie(:

winnie ,
ILOVEYOU LOADS tooo ! xD
takecare.

violet marmiie ,
THANKS , bud i tink i screwd it up )):
so sad larx ...

zoe darhling ,
yeah , THANKS ! hehhs .


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look tuh dar bright side of life .
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nahx .
how ever culd i eva assured you ?

so much things happened lately .
first deres oral den etcetc .
so many ppl askd me abt muh oral .
and i always dread tuh reply dem ,
cos its real bad .
sigh-
nvm , its alrdy over ,
shant brood over on it too much ?

bin askin ard ,
ask ppl how it feels like tuh slit their wrist ?
duno why ,
im so curious abt it .
hahas .

i duno wass gone wrong over me lately .
i feel liked im chnged ?
bin tinkin and reflectin .
firstly ,
muh studies . so sarky larx .
gort so many tests .
dun tink muh brain can take in so many infos ..
and im like lose interest alrdy .
how ?

part and parcel of life -
imissyou ;
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IM SO HAAPPY !! xD

hehhs . consecutive days .. yeah !
xD .
ahahas . nth can describe muh happiness .

argh .
dar hmt students did their oral , and was over ,
except fer me , limin and yuxuan .
how scary !
the rest all private candidates leii !
ii wondered how ii`ll fair tml ..
hope ii wun be too nervous ..
and yeah ,
deres BAND tml .
xD ~
wish me luck guys .





ii soooooooooooooooooo LOOVEE hiim. xD

oo11o7 -

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ii jux wonder .
wass becumin of us ?
why carn we be like the past ,
where we used tuh do things together ,
and nort hide things from one another .
why ? why ? why ?
you claimed we dun understand you etc .
bud the actual fact ish ,
we did TRY and MAKE the effort ..
sigh *
wadeva we do , will you be able tuh be convinced ?

ii so hateee tish
))))):
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hahas .
wantin tuh bet on italy ,
asked muh sis she dowan .
den ii go ask her fren .
lols . den he told me alotx .
and i tink aft he told me ,
i tink dun bet better .
ahhahas .

so hooked tuh dar songs
"where'd you go "
how alr .
heees .
ii sooo loovee !!
xD

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IM SO HAPPY , IM SO HIGH / -

heees .
yeah , priscilia ,
youreright ,
ii`m SOOOOOOOOOOOO happy !
xD~

ii hope its a gud start larx ,
hees .
uu jux carn hab SMILING , and TINKIN
of HIM !!

(:
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in life . theres bound tuh be setbacks , probs tat we faced and encountered .
how ii wished life`s like a bed of roses ,
where iits so beautiful , .
bud life`s nort tat perfect .
perhaps after encounterin setbacks and setbacks in life ,
it wuld made us tuh be stronger ?
tuh be mur mature ?

anyone hab me un-stress ?
im so stressed now .
sigh -

after skl ,
no band today , xD
wen out wit zeeq , joanne , frederick , jh .
wen tuh lot 1 !
wen tuh ljs first .
ii so enjoy laming wit them !
it made me so happy , and cheered me up w/o failed .
first tym inthe week so happy ,
ive nve felt lidat before .
maybe partly cos dey sort of bully me ?
hahas . kept muh money and all tat xD~
fun larx . hehhs . ='x
ii so enjoy LAMING wit you guys !
THANKS ! (:
you guys rox muh sockx . xD

after taht wendy called . she say she wuld be joinin us ..
so , yeah ! (:

ii darnoe why .
after we walked out of dar ljs ,
ii felt SAD againx .
so moody and quiet .
in fact , dun even feel like tokin at all ,.

after tat wen tuh lib ,
see if muh bro ard .
bud it turned out tat he`s nort .
took a brochure ,
on how tuh handle STRESS .
ahhas . so useful uh .
aft tat wendy wen home ..

so we wen tuh mac .
and STRESSED .
cindy came ,
we toktok till ard 7+
den jiu wen home .

my feelings increased for you , as each day passes by .
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"where'd you go" - fort minor .

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit,
and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,T
hat I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.Where'd you go?
I miss you so,Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,Please come back home...

niiiceeeeeee . ii`m hooked on iit ,
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actually in life , deres many reasons tuh be glad of ,
to be happy abt .
iits how you look at it .
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after so much things hab happened ,
ii`ve learnt tuh be much stronger ,
much stronger dan ii used tuh be(:
( ii hope )

ii`m so lost ,
after all tat`s happened ,
are you so bent on doiin tat tuh miie ?
jux carn figured it out .
l`m so like a fool , waited fer yur msg tat nvr came ,
and nvr will .?'
pondered and pondered .
and ii`ve cum tuh a conclusion .
youdunlovemeatall,youwerejux...

it all adds up tuh one conclusion ,
history repeat itself once againx ,
)):

ii hope ii`m wrong .

why do people tend tuh cherish mur on dar things dey've almost lost ,



tish feeling , ii sooo hatee):
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3DARWINS finally gort blog lerx !
wheetx

arghhh .
guess wad ii`m sick . )):
actually gort sorethroat and cough oniie ..
den jiu slowly developed into fever . hahas .
or maybe cos ii go drink haziq`s drink ..
den jiu mur sick ?
hahahas .
gort a fever as high as 38.5 .
=x

hao larx ,
goiin tuh go fer dar syf thing lerx .
xD~



you'redarone.whoneverfailstuhmakemesmile.
you, i soooo loovee .
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