Saturdays are usually my rest days, whre i can sleep longer.
however, due tuh havin band practices on saturday..
now i wakey at o7oo.
woke up and studied abit of chemistry,
altho i'm nt sure of it..
i NID help.
anyway, when i reached band rm was ard 8.4o.
tuh be exact, i was late. ahhs =x
had practice until ard 12 lidat.
was so tired lahs, tat i carn help bud kip yawning.
=x
It was raining heavily right after our practice.
how suay can we get? ahhss-
We { jozx, joan & jer } were practically drenched lahs.
bud me and jozx were better off. =x
hees.
despite the rain we headed towards twmac..
den ,me & jozx studied for tests.
or rather, jozx taught me some mole concept which i was veh blurred with.
thanks ahs! =].
after tat at ard 2plus we wen off..




sooo stressed lahs now.
next wk's so cramped with manymany tests and deres sectional on mon.
i'm so worried i wun do well.
i want my subjs tuh score ..
i nid sumone tuh help me..
i dun score in any other sujs other dan ENG & CHI.
how?
i wan tuh concentrate with studies. bud...
argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhH
=/
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PSAJER !!!


i carn stop bud tink of you & missing you as seconds pass by....
ohman, =/
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alrtys!
shall update, not on wad i did today.
or rather, how i feel etc. today's post shall contain my thoughts..
^^
tym really flies, half an hr mur tuh chinese new year.
and.. i dont look forward tuh it.
i dont look forward tuh seeing my dad's side relatives..
i dont look forward tuh the critisim (perhaps? ) dey gonna giv..
without fail, every year.
i dont look forward to the days ahead of me..
hrm..
so many thoughts running inside within me,
and all messed up..

i'm like worrying practically alot of things.
firstly, studies.. how am i going tuh manage it?
i'm so scared i wun be able ttuh score well..
thank god i dropped hmt. my standard are like shyt..
nehmind, shall tke on my challenge and LOVE Os!
ahahahs-

secondly.. its not really worry lahs.. bud its recently with & how i feel..
you& you.
i'm tinking abt it.. for abt 1 day?
its funny how love works lahs.
i dontknow if i still have feelings for you.
i thought tthe feelings faded away alrdy..
cos i din cared much abt you, the thoughts/dreams i used tuh harbour on you.
it disappeared gradually . i thought the feelings disappear.
until.. few days back.
when we chatted again,
i realised .. i still have feelings for you after all.
during the chat with you,
all i culd describe was, i was so elated and my heartbeat increased as seconds pass by.
the feelings & emotions culnt be replaced by merely just words of mine.
if only tym culd go back,
i wanna enjoy the chat i had with you.. just once mur..?
the days are back .. again..
had i been deceiving myself tat i've forgotten you,
when i've not.. ?
questions i've ask myself..
yet no answers tuh the questions..
i wanna see you again..
i wanna hear you again..
been waiting for the promise you gave me..
hope you'll remember..
looking forward tuh the promise..
^^
i just want tuh feel you again-



HAPPY CHINESE YEAR TUH ALL!
enjoy yur red packets ! ahahas-



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45 PAINFUL situation

1) Flashing your smile to someone you don't want to see
2) Bringing back the feeling you've learn to forget
3) Showing that you care
4) Finding a way to mend a broken heart
5) Learning that you've been used by someone you truly love
6) Saying I love you when you mean it and when you don't
7) Letting go of a person you've just learned to love
8) Realizing that you love somebody you've just taken for granted
9) Realizing that you love the person you've just broken up with
10) Waiting for promises you know she or he'll never keep
11) Saying your love for someone who loves somebody else
12) Reminiscing the good times you shared together
13) Shielding your heart to love somebody
14) Trying to hide what you really feel
15) Having a commitment with someone that you know would not last
16) Trying to hide the tears that voluntarily fall from your eyes
17) Sharing the one you love with someone else
18) Loving a person too much
19) Giving up someone you never thought of giving up
20) Falling in love for the first time
21) Loving someone you haven't seen
22) Having the right love at the wrong time
23) Exerting effort to make the relationship last or work
24) Not being appreciated when you know you've given your best
25) Taking the risk to fall in love again
26) Hiding your relationship from someone else
27) Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend
28) Choosing between two persons whom you really love
29) Finding out that you can never have the person you just let go off
30) Seeing the person you love with someone else
31) Learning that the person who claimed to have loved you so much never really cared
32) Seeing the one you love falling for someone else
33) Falling for your best friend and knowing that things can never be the same again
34) Learning to trust after you have been betrayed
35) Accepting that it was not meant to be
36) Smiling when all you want to do is cry
37) Falling and knowing that it can never be
38) Not being able to love the person who truly cares for you
39) Saying that you can never love a person the way he loves you
40) Hearing that he can never love you the way that you love him
41) Saying that you are over someone you still love
42) Being friends again and learning to let go of each other cos you both know it is better this way
43) Convincing oneself that you are not in love when you know that you are
44) Having to let go because you know that he deserves someone else
45) Trying not to remember how perfect everything used to be


-At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
-At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
-The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
-A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
-Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
-You mean the world to someone.
-If not for you, someone may not be living.
-You are special and unique.
-Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
-When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
-When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
-When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it. But if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
-Always remember the compliments you receive. Forget about the rude remarks.
-Always tell someone how you feel about them. You will feel much better when they know.
-If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
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ahas!
finally get tuh update again, after tish long & tiring week..!
Thanks tuh the 4consecutive days of tests, i din managed tuh slp well and get sufficient rest.
thank god tmr's the celebration! hehes.
cos escape 1 day of studies! =x
honestly , i felt tat tym really flies. esp. tish year too,
the Os & SYF year.
i carn imagine the days ahead of me.
stressed out? tired out ?
no matter wad, i have tuh pull mysocks really high and start studyin real hard.
time's running out fast mann.. i carn afford tuh lose tym.
anyway , TODAY's the judging day of CNY decorations.
in the process of decorating durin the afternoon,
whre everythin ish lik so last min,
i see tthe class tgt 1st tym chiong for tym,
and tgt, we work as one.
i'm really happy at tish "bonding"
hope next tym have mur! :DD


have i ?
i have you to be with, everything will be easy.

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HAD GREAT FUN TODAY WITH MYDEARESTS; JOZX & WENDY(:
firstly, woke up EARLY in the morning, with jozx msg.. " VIBRATION "
wakey alrdy.. wen and revise upcoming physics..
and then ONLINE, chatt with KUKUMI (:
after tat ard 1plus rushed out tuh mit wendy 1st den jozx.
bud end up i mitin jozx 1st cos she alrdy in lot1..
and saw jer.. fred etc.
den ltr we { jozx & wendy } headed tuh bugis..
and guess wad, saw loads of ppl dere, frm our skl..
like shuaige, lijue ettc =].
wen tuh hunt for bags but none suits me.
den acc jozx & wendy buy clothes..
walk until myleg pain siak, and soursour. hahahs.
walked tuh manyplaces and wen back (:
had fun in the process. hehes.
aft tat on the way bac tuh cck, we wen CRAZY,
or shuld i say ME? kip luffin non-stop
and sharkalone lahs. hahahs. sayin jokes tuh myself.
cos jozx & wendy dowan ebtertain me, lols.
den aft tat zilian awhile.
ahahhahas.
den aft tat wen tuh lot 1 ljs.. den lib..
and we.. WENT HOME
nice & tiring day bud quite fun (:

tmr's goin tuh concert.. hope i can rush dere in tym.. =].
had a nice chat with awsome(:
duno why suddenly lik veh close lidat =x
communicate alot. hope next tym can chat with him mur often ^^

j/i asked myself, if i still love you, and the answer ish no.
i nid tuh ask myself, if i had started tuh fall for you.. ?
i carn find the ans yet..
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HOHOS, i'm back again..
basically, tish WK for me's NTH but SUAy-ness lahs.
too much until i cnt recall.. cos too many alrdy..
=x
well, for today, MT was the 1st LESSOn,
and i'm alrdy tired..
aft tat was CHEM,
and as usal, i dontknow wass mr ong tokin
but, i guess i going tuh read up & practice mur..
=].
aft tat was EMATHs,
chapter on locus etc..
quite FUN lehs hehes. enjoyed doin and practising ^^
aft tat was BIOLOGY.
today was abot sexual reproduction in mammals..
ahahhas. =x
follow up was MT, we had test
and i managed tuh finish all..
and YES, today;s the release of GCE O level results.
damn nervous lahs, for my MT,
and at how the skl fare..
CONGRATS tuh JERELD ERZIE for his results =].
was proud of him uhs. =x
hehs. and yessa, got back myresults so nervous lahs,
and lookin at my slip,
i got A2 & merit for oral..
despite getting A, i felt insecured..
i guess i'm goin tuh drop HMT, cos my MT really deteriate alot..
and i'm gonna concentrate on other subjects bahs..
esp my WEAKER ones.
aft tat rushed tuh band..
sec 1s came today..
lazy tuh elaborate yeah.. =x
den aft band, ONE SUAY THING HAPPENED AGAIN.
i niu dao myleg again.
so pain lahs, den reached home even mur pain siak..
=[
den alex being so GENTLEMAN, help me carry mybks,
hehes. ^^
den aft tat wen tuh twmac makang..
craps..craps until we nid tuh go hme,
den wait bus tgt w alex joan & jer..
den aft tat, alex acc me wait 4 bus den yeah
^^
tmr goin out with jozx & wendy (((:
* LOOKING FORWARD XD

THANKS tuh THOSE WHO SHOWED ME CONCERN(:

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TODAY's FRIDAY. =].
early in the morning.. almost late siak..
bud thank god never.. if nt hav tuh sit outside ahs, which i dread most lahs.
hahahahahs.
well, anyway, first lesson's GEO.
and yessa, i'm a guai kia, i was payin close attention tuh wad mdm phua's saying(:
( like first tym sehs )
hahas, mayb cos the lousy results sort of wakey up ? hrmm.
tats sth tuh ponder of... =].
aft tat was CHEM,
had combined class with 4A..
was sitting right infront, cos no seats alrdy.
bud still, most of it i dun catch wad tcher ish teaching abt.
rahhhh~
aft tat was EMATHS(:
learnt new stuffs and new topic.
=].
aft tat was ENG .
a lesson tat i always look forward tuh,
=].
got back a compo tat we wrtylast tym..
and lucky its nt badly done lik last tym, so many careless.
hahas.
aft tat was MT,
a lesson i dread soooooo much. =x=x
duno why, my chi compo gettin lousier and losuier..
and i anyhow do lars. cos no mood tuh do,
no inspiration. hahahahas.
aft tat at the room dere, sawBANDITS dere, playin games.
and only then it occur tuh me tat we have strong ties w one another, which is gud=]
aft tat wen tuh band, and asked ronald tuh acc me go photocopy scores for the band.
actually din want tuh, bud the tcher's photocoy rm dere lik so eerie.
so no choice.
and thank god i asked ronald tuh acc me lahs..
cos i feel so damn uncomfortable and scared.. inside dere =x
den aft tat we quickly ran out.. hahas!
den aft band.. we wen tuh twmac..
shant mention wad things/ wad happened.
alrtys..


LOVE'sSWEET YET AT THE SAME TIME SOUR .

i finally knew ;
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