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Saturday, March 31, 2007

so fast, its exactly 8days more to SYF.
and 1 more day to C.O SYF.
goodluck to C.O ! all the best! =D

so long din really tok to zeeq for gudtyms.. the times when we were lame and etc.
and recently , its almost as if we were back to last time =D
lame-ing etc. hees. hope it'll continue.
speaking of which , i miss hidayah.
if she were still in 2nd clar,i'm sure we will go crazy together..
aww man.
at least deres ah niu to keep tthe smiles in my faces =].
hohos-
bud i'll definietly miss him when i r.o.d
i suppose i wuld miss the times when i scared him & lame-ing with him.
hehes. mentioning him brings a smile to my face =].

now hooked on the song on " jennifer paige ; stranded "
so nice. if u want ask me on msn & i'll send it to you.
geez.

myheart ; mymind.
opertaing in different ways.
you.you.
sigh/

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Monday, March 26, 2007

HAPPY BDAY TO JINKO! =D

had quite a nice day today..
1st lesson was chemistry..
did quiz on formula of ionic compound..
after tat was emaths lesson.

and i love to sit beside HIDAHAYY each maths lesson
cos i get to disturb her with my stupid lame jokes.
ahahs.
and tat goes without sayiin,
getting to sit near qurratu too ! :D

after chemistry was physics..
continured topics on DC circuits. hahas.

and.. after tat was social studies..
when lessoon gets too boriing..
me & bx counted how many "alrtys " mdm phua said duriing leesson..
and within half an hr.. its 85!
ohmy-
hahs.
den after tata abdul go playplay disturb meta & qurratu.
we laugh until pengz lahs.
hahaahhs! =P

after tat was salsa dance..
& my partner was chiingrong. hahas!
time flies and after tat went to sectional for sunrise..

13freakingmoredays..
its just 13 more days ttogo
arrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhh,

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

the sunrise so nice & beautiful..
taken during tish morning by GRACEXZ ; walkin along the gates in the skl.

if yyou were down and feel tat nobody's dere for you, remember, tthe sun's always shiinning for you =]

so much to do, so little time.

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Friday, March 23, 2007

hohos,
hadnt been updating lately.
too tired & worn out everyday after cumin back frm skl.
to say the truth,
i barely had enuff tym to slp.. =x

had band today.
2nd clar inproved.. ?
cos got sectional to work on..
hope the next few practices we will conttinue to be in tgt..
and i'm really happy & proud with ah niu! =]].
he improved loads lahs. hehehs. =D
9APRIL SYF.. lets hope we can achieve what we want.. :DD

i'm gonna buck up on my studies ler.
can you believe it.. i gt f9 for physics,,
CA so lousy, all me sciences pulled me down..
and yes, i finally found aspiration..
i wanna go BIOMEDICAL!!
hees,. =P

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

alrtys, i'm back.
havent been updating, cos deres band,band,band..
and i'm dead tired after every's practice. =].
din manage to revise any topics/subjects this week despite planning it ahead..
from mon - sat 's a busy week for me..
and sun have to rush thru my hmk.
ohmy. dun have any time to really revise my work =[.
let's hope when the new term start i'll have mur tym...? =x
jiayou wors, gracexz! :DD

and yessa,
i've bin tryin to look to anothher side of it..
hope i can maintain it though, and not switching it to & fro.
=].
jspare

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i'm gettin emotional as each day passes by..
as each day my mind's filled with the images of you,
& everything about you.
i carn deny my feelin for you,
i carn deny tat still iloveyou..
yet.. everyday im tryin to forget ..
to no avail..

whenever i listened to songs, the first one tat cums to my mind was you.
yeps, you no doubt.
and everytym.. you'd left me feelin veh moody
left me tinkin of you all day, unable to concentrate in anything..
anything but you.
why after so long youre still able to let me loveyou so much ?
despite in the beginning you treated me with coldness..
i wanted to give you up.
i feel sso tired loving you.
mymind ask me to forget you..
but myheart persists on..
people often says "follow yur heart",
even me myself often tell others..
but how to..?
i badly wanted to follow mymind nt myheart..
bud i guess its hard not to..
esp when the person i love is you..

how i prayed tat one day ,
our paths wuld meet again.
how i wished to see you again..
to be able to feel yur presence.. once again.. ?
altho it'd be a short while,
bud tat lil tyym means a lot to me.
sigh-

recalled back our sat conversatiions..
and you said tat "too bad you born early.. "
it really made me heartache & really sad..
i know you dun go for girls hu are bigger dan you..
i know you dun giv a hoot abt me..
afterall.. hu am i to you?
if time were to rewind again,
i wished i'd born in the same year as you,
i wished we wuld be in the same skl.
to be able to see you made me really happy..

i know loving sumone doesnt mean he belongs to you.
as long as you know he's happy, you're happy too.
to be dere for him always.. to be able to share his happineess/sorrows.
isnt tat love shuld be?
and yes, shuldnt i be happy now instead of being moody & sad?

arggggggggggggggghh.
=/

i'm sorry, i still love you.
i carn let go the feelings i had for you..

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Monday, March 12, 2007

15th DAY OF MARCH.

6months of loving you;
i've never regretted anything..
i just wished tat you'd be happy always.

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

YOU AND I,
CANNOT HIDE THE LOVE WE FEEL INSIDE,
THE WORDS WE NEED TO SAY.
I FEEL THAT I HAVE ALWAYS WALKED ALONE.
BUT NOW THAT YOU'RE HERE WITH ME,
THERE'LL ALWAYS BE A PLACE THAT I CAN GO.
SUDDENLY OUR DESTINY HAS STARTED TO UNFOLD.
WHEN YOU'RE NEXT TO ME
I CAN SEE THE GREATEST STORY LOVE HAS EVER TOLD.
NOW MY LIFE IS BLESSED WITH THE LOVE OF AN ANGEL.
HOW CAN IT BE TRUE?
SOMEBODY TO KEEP THE DREAM ALIVE.
THE DREAM I FOUND IN YOU.
I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT LOVE WOULD BE THE STRANGEST THING TO ME
BUT WHEN WE TOUCH,
I REALISE THAT I FOUND MY PLACE IN HEAVEN BY YOUR SIDE.
I COULD FLY, WHEN YOU SMILE.
I'D WALK A THOUSAND MILES TO HEAR YOU CALL MY NAME.
NOW THAT I HAVE FINALLY FOUND THE ONE WHO WILL BE THERE FOR ME ETERNALLY MY EVERLASTING SUN.
SUDDENLY OUR DESTINY HAS STARTED TO UNFOLD.
WHEN YOU'RE NEXT TO ME I CAN SEE THE GREATEST STORY
LOVE HAS EVER TOLD.
NOW MY LIFE IS BLESSED WITH THE LOVE OF AN ANGEL.
HOW CAN IT BE TRUE?
SOMEBODY TO KEEP THE DREAM ALIVE.
THE DREAM I FOUND IN YOU.
I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT LOVE WOULD BE THE STRANGEST THING TO ME.
BUT WHEN WE TOUCH,
I REALISE THAT I FOUND MY PLACE IN HEAVEN BY YOUR SIDE.

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

time to update!!

alrtys, initially tot ystd wuld be a boring trip .. bud the fun&laughters proved me wrong

FIRST stop was at the kent ridge park -
the weather was veh HOT ; and i carn stand still.
and people start clicking & flashing their cameras,
taking candid photos(:
shall upload the photos later.. xD
beginning i was feeling quite boring then,
bud lucky its only the beginning.hehes

back in the bus, we were so sians lahs,
cos of the tour guide.
tok until we can zz. hahah!
was so bored, and terence was funny lahs. hahahs.
kip disturbin me&jojo. hehes.

2nd stop was ; SUPREME court!
whees ~
was looking forward to that lahs.
cos 1ST TYM in mylife go suprreme court siak!
hahas. and i was once inspired to becum a lawyer!
prosecution lawyer xD
hahas, cnt imagine myself wearing the wig. wakakas.
hahaas. too bad carn tke picts. =x
so cool wors, being a lawyer.
den me& joanne imagined us walking 10years down the road,
with me and my wig ( ._. ) and she with her white coat.
hahas! =].

after tat wen bac tuh bus.
and the same thing happened again.
the tour guide tok until so sians.
=P
oops*

and next stop was to the seek temple..
and we were required to wear duno wad on our head..
me& ain choose PURPLE!! { expected }
hehes. =].
dun like the place dere..
cos it was HOT & STUFFY.
and me&wendy&jojo carn wait to get out of the place.
so bad uhs.
hehehs.

the EXCITING part was the amazing race.
our grp gt 1ST! wheees~
our grp mutli-racil siak.
ME, JOZX , WENDY, ANDREW, HAKIM , ABDUL, KHAIRUL, HARRIS,PUVAN.
(:
after tat wen to eat.
the food so......... no comments, xD
grp with dem so fun. so sporty. hehes.
after tat wen to tke fotos! whees~
after tat wen tuh the museum..

den NIGHT CRUISE!!
the fun part ~
me,jozx, wendy, jy,yx,xr , andrew, khairul, hakin,abdul,harris, puvan ,
whichever boatt bypass us we shouted & simply went crazy.
bud its fuun ! =].
the best night! memorable~~
let the photos do the talking,

me & jozx & wendy ; thedearest(:

me& ain ; i lovehersmile.. bud wadever's keith doin in our photo??

me & andrew ; the lame ones. xD

alrtys shall upload till here cos i;m simply lazy. hehes
after tat me & jozx & wendy & gage wen tuh twmac..
cos we were really thirsty ~
den after tat we headed home & took the same bus as gage. ^^

was surprised ; mybro told me he SPOTTED HIM at yewtee mac.
awww!

I'M HAPPY ; HAD A LONG & NICE & RELAXCONVERSATION WIT HIM,
COMPARED TO LAST TYM. xD~
at last, the day i've bin waiting for.
a simple & nice chat with you can make me extremely happy.
i just hope & pray tat you'll chat with me mur often.
i've sink myself deeper yet- again.
is tat sth to be rejoiced for.. ?
or to be sad for.. ?

i walked a thousand miles just to hear you call myname.
i culd flyy ; when you smiled.

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

i miss you, i miss you. =[.

the feeling's back, tish tym, as strong as ever.

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Monday, March 05, 2007

i just want to do better in everything i do.

life's full of challenges.
i shant complaint anymur.
i shall use actions to prove..
cos actions speak louder than words =].
shall make use of every seconds and minutes(:

GRACEXZ, JIAYOU ! =].

i carn help recalling the first tym. it seemed so beautiful then ..

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Friday, March 02, 2007

FINALLY.

CA's over..
bud tat's nt sumthing to rejoice abt..
cos deres still major exam ; Os.

TODAY was the LAST paper ; BIOLOGY.
studied like hell ystd.. and guess wad?
i forgot alot of stuffs i studied .. i guess i'm gonna FAIL the test
soooo awww lahs.
bud at least its not Os =].

had CHEMISTRY after test.
and after chemistry was the phototaking session for our class.
yeps!
the lady inside so !@#$%^& lahs.
before the photo taking , everyone was busy lookin at tthe mirror,
busy combing their hair, makin sure its nt untidy.
=].
limei was tokin to me & thelady simply said ;
" NO ONE in tis rm can tok EXCEPT ME . "
wth ? we paid $3 for the photo and $1 for the scolding ?
!@#$%^&*!!

took the foto , waited for winnie & along with limei & yuyun
and we wen up to our class tgt.
was amaths lesson , KHARTIK 's brother.
hahahahaha! =P

had khairul to bring food up to us as usual ,
and ate our food in class.
=x
oops*
anway, had ENG after tat .
did summary ( as usual )

and CHI lesson.
CHI lesson was FUN & filled with LAUGHTERS.
cos deres CHINGRONG sitting behind me & cracking/sharing jokes
which nvr fail to amuse me & jozx .
so LOVE him & his JOKEs lahs! haahs, carn imagine the life w/o him lahs.
sure b-o-r-i-n-g like hell.
HEHES =].
took back our paper. did BADLY and nt as expected.
was disappointed with myself lahs. how to sit for Os ??
tthen chingrong, me & jozx we suggested droppin to CLB ..
so we can get As for it.
HAHAHA!

after tat we wen to band.
did library stuffs, printed scores.
chatted with mdm phua & mrs foo in the process.
and by the tym it was over,
we only had tym for gyspy dance .
which means i played only 1 song. -.-

after tat we wen to twMAC to eat our dinner..
aft tat we headed home.
was pek chek wit the 3o7.
waited for 25 WHOLE mins before the bus finally came.
so wth !
anyway, lucky i had herr song to acc me in the meantime.
so long nvr chat with him alrdy.
so we did all the catchups ; ahahas.
din expect him to rmbr sum of the de small details.
=].

was in the same bus with fred & his fren.
had sum funny & intersting conversation with them =].
had band tmr.

i want to do well in studies.
i want to have mur tym for everything.
i dont want to sacriface anything..
everything is impt for me.
tym is precious, i dowan to regret nt to fulfil wad i want, wwad i havent accomplish.
i dowan regrets, having to turn the clock ard,
tinkin i have nt done enuff.
theres always exceptions,
deres bound to be sacrifaces..
bud nt tish.. please.
this the crucial year of my life.
=/

the smile on yur face, the joy tat you bring. undeniably happiness.

HAPPY BDAY TUH beloved.CHINGRONG !
HAZIQ !
on 3/3/o7.

-finally can watch n16 movies alrdy? ahahah!

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