Saturday, October 29, 2005

First Love (English)

by Hikaru Utada

Once in a while 
You are in my mind 
I think about the days that we had 
And i dream that these would all come back to me 
If only you knew every moment in time 
Nothing goes on in my heart 
Just like your memories 
How I want here to be with you 
Once more 

You will always gonna be the one 
And you should know 
How I wish I could have never let you go 
Come into my life again 
Oh, don't say no 
You will always gonna be the one in my life 
So true, I believe i can never find 
Somebody like you 
my first love

Once in awhile 
Your are in my dreams 
I can feel the warmth of your embrace 
And I pray that it will all come back to me 
If only you knew every moment in time 
Nothing goes on in my heart 
Just like your memories 
And how I want here to be with you 
Once more 
yah yah yah 

You will always be inside my heart 
And you should know 
How I wish I could have never let you go 
Come into my life again 
Please don't say no 
Now and forever you are still the one 
In my heart 
So true, I believe I could never find 
Somebody like you 
My first love 
oh oh 

You will always gonna be the one 
And you should know 
How I wish I could have never let you go 
Come into my life again 
Oh, don't say no 
You will always gonna be the one 
So true, I believe I could never find 
Now and forever

ii miish kiitty . ii`m juz sho iin lurve wiit hiim , andd ii darnoe whiie .
ii <3 kiitty .
iifb oniie u read tiish , iifb oniie uu noe iits .
and ii`m sure , ii will be miishin u craziie .

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fiinalliie . bac iin actiion agaiinx . lols .
td dar last dayy iin skl norhx . wiil miish alotx ppl ders ,,
ESP kiity . LOL .

gort bac muhh results td , was supposed tuh noe whiihc lcass ii get tuhh , bud postponed tuh mOn cOs dar ms kang fault , dun leT us cheCk dar marksheet , den iin dar end dar guyys gort error . den leii , muhh posiition frOm 33 , tuh 35 .. hmpfs , lols .

den ltr wen tuhh bandd , =) . was kiinda gladd larx , cos muhh techniques gort iimprovedd , n ii mean iit . (: n mr tan was okok, wiit dar whole bandd . n he say tat we gort iimprovedd ehh ?` ii hope every bandd practiices will remaiin lidat ehh . hehs . den gort bac our SYF der fotos lerr , =)). hehs . den ii hav a gr8 news tuhh announce ,
BEST SECTION OF DAR YEAR -----

CLARINET!!

heard tat ler was lyk damn sho happie lars . lols . n dar most improved sectiion goes tuh flute n euphoniium .

mon goiin bac tuh skll , 2nd nOv oshO . tuh gett tuh noe dar class , n bandd . (:
tml`s goiin fareast wiit jOannE . =)

* lOokkkiiN fOrwaRdd *

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Friday, October 28, 2005

lalla~ td wen tuh skl ,, cos ofb dar triip ,, last outiin wiit 2c ehh . =)).
dEn oN daR waYy tuhh dere , at wiit t.E larx , liistened tuh mp3 . ohh yarx , zhiiweii , iifb u readiin tiish , ii gortx save swets worrs , ii kept muhh wordd , =)).

den reaCh dere quiite siian larx, NUs der museum . dar toliilet deres clean ehh . =Xx . deNn leii , gOrtx tUhh noe sUmthiingys ,,
=)). hahahs . gOrt tuhh nOe muh dear`s dear , std wiit hiim larx . LOL .

dEn ltr leii , walked walked . fiinish lerx , wen tuh dar cafe dere . was exp larx . lolx . den bOught sum thiings . n dar area ard us was quiite mesiie larx , lols .

den ltr gort bandd , dar number was quiite small . oniie sec1s n 2s, n sum sec 3s .
ciindy n zhenyang came . lols .
dar practiice was okiies larx . mr tan was nort as unhappie as last tym . den leii ,
muhh techniques . gort iimproved lars , cos ii rmbr how tuh appliie iit lers , whiich was a great news . bud hope tml wun fergett . tml band starts at 11pM worrs ,

was kiinda scared ehh . fer tml , muh results . =) .
hOpe ifb deres tears , iits tears wiit joyy larx , =)

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

lols . td wen tuh sungeii buloh larx . lols . was damn hOt leii . arGGh . den was beiin kiished by mosquiitoes 3 TYMS . LOL .
den leii , ms kang led dar wayy larx , n sheLOST larx . kiip directiin us tuh dar wrong wayy . LOLs .

den tOok alOtx piic nOrhs , wiit wendy , n chiingrong! =).
lalala~ wanx see , go muh foto glaleriie . =))

den ltr walk walk see see lorx , den ltr niid go bac bus lerx , lols . our clasS was makiin a diin ehh . lalala~ den ii ndar buSs sayy wadd cor dar driiver tuhh driive away , dun waiit fer ms kang blabla .

kkz . den ltr bandd . mr tan say clar gort iimpro siia . whiich was a gr8 news ,
=)) ,
budd stril dread goin tuh band larx . guess wad , nxt yr 12 songs tuh be played!!
aww , haiish ?
thurs , frii gort band . ohh yarh .
tell u one guud news .

II PONIN SKL TML

.lols . lame ? aniways , tml muh sis bd , den niida accomapni her go outt larx . tuh imm , =)) ,

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

hehs . gonna uPdate ehh . =)) .
hmms , td wen outt wiit muhh marmiie ehh . hehs .
wen tuh bt gombak . den ltr wen baC . lolx .
=)).
den td wke uP earliie . argghh . cOs muhh brO haviin hiis eng exams td larx .
lolx . too badd , hiis exams td , muhh iissh overr lerx . =). yay!
LOL .

nth muchh actuallie larx . except tat tm; goiin sungei buloh ?` siians . guess wadd ?after tat triPp , deres bandd ehh . tiink i`m gonna briin shOrts alOng ?`
tuhh chnge fer bandd bahz . =). n tats gr8, no niid wear tiie tml lolx .

gUesS waDd , hOls still niid cum skl .. cum skl fEr bandd , siian ehh .
abiit terrifiied ofb goiin band nowadays leii . =(( .
band.band/band/band.band.band.band.band.band/band.band.band.band.

kiitty :
nOe uu wun be seein all tiish , budd juz wanna wrty ouut muhh tot ehh ,
=). haiish . ii hate tiish feeliins ehh . hated tat ii juz carn shake dar tot ofb uu ehh . wad tuh dO ?` hOw ii iwished ii culd liisten tuhh uur voiice everiday w/o faiil ehh . budd ii`m kinda gladd larx , ytd managed tuhh , =)),

u r owaes gonna b e one
n u shuld noe
hw ii iwsh i culd hav nvr let u go
cum into my life i `d be
bud dun say no

u will owaes gonna b dar e one in my heart
so true ,
ii believe i cn nvr felt
so important tat i cn not
u will owaes be inside my heart n u shuld noe
hw i iwshed i culd hav nvr let u go
cum iinto my life bud plz dun say no
now n fereva
u were stil e one in my heart
so true i blieve i cn nvr find sumbody lyk u .

u r owaes gonna b e one
n u shuld noe
hw ii iwsh i culd hav nvr let u go
cum into my life budden dun say no
u will owaes gonna b dar e one in my heart
so true
ii believe i cn nvr found
now n fereva ..

iiHEARTXyouu ; kiity !!

yepz , tats all bahz .. siian , dread goiin tuh skl tml . =Xx .
lolx , was chattin wit jiahao , n he agrees too , lolx . =Xx perhaps dere`s mr tan tml ? blEhh .

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

okok , letts tok abt ytd larx .. =)).
hmms , tot ytd can tke bac overrall resutls , hu noes , cher dua us , den siian larx , learn wad physiics lorzx . den ltr wen tuh galleriie larx , shuang!
lolx . den liisten mp3 wiit zhii weii , den until halfway sho suay n disturbiin , brian suddenliie cum up siia , wtf . den all shocked quicklie hiide theiir mp3s or wad larx . lolx . den ltr watch dar eldds . was kiinda niice larx . ofb cos larx , esp. wiit muh guyy iin , lolx .

den ltr gort bandx norhx . siian . mr colin ng ehh . bud iits kinda phew larx , cos muh techniques all wrong , all forgort liaox . =Xx
den was lyk waiitin fer dat tym tuhh pass veh paSs . siian , nxt tues osho gortx band .
tiish tym worst , gort mr tan siia , forgort muh techniques liiaox . den apply wronglie . miight as well dun playy ,, =Xx haiish .
den aft bandd , wen tuhh hav diiner wiit cindy , joe , yl, jiahao&haziq .
den ltr halfway miie n joe wen tuh kfc while dey ate at food junc . den ltr wen tuh buy hidayah`s pressie larx . den saw pris , liweii n merk.
=)).
den ltr juz dar both ofb us wen tuh sense awhiile . den wen hOme . =)).

kiity :
haiish . ii darnoe , juz tiish few days , ii carn seems tuh shake dar miind ofb youu , dar tot ofb uu still lingers muhh miind , now and every secondd ,
cos ii noe u`ll nvr be replacedd .
haiish , how ii wiished ii culd still tell u ii still love youu , cos dar fact deres -
ii noe thiings aiint gonna be lyk wad ii wuld wantedd iitx tuh be ,
we were nvr meant tuh be , were we ?`
ii-miish-youu- ~
ii carn hab iitx ~!!

arggHh

am ii backk tuhh dar pastt ?` -

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Friday, October 21, 2005

lolx . td intially dowan go out derr , budd dad ltr cor , cor muh siblings tuh watch moviie . lolx . lame ehh . =Xx
den jiiu suii biian lorx . den wen tuh watch corpse briide . den smuggledd priingles , sushi , bubble tea iin . lolx .
dar show was quiite okiies larx . =)).
budd iits kept leadiin miie tuhh tiink ofb kiity . haiish . n iit made miie sho ..
haiishh . n kept tiinkiin non-stOp ?` miish kiity alotx larx .
den ltr walk walk ard before goiin bac home .. yepz .

carn stop iitx , carn hab iitx .. juz carn stop wonderiin wad class i wuld go nxt yr ..
i`m terriifiied ofb dar results ?` darnoe wad holds fer miie tml .. alotx qns ..
siian . den td n ytd dar whole dayy kept tiinkiin ofb tat . juz carn hab larx . lolx .
haiish . bud iifb see posiiton ii heng larx , maths n scii ii scare leii . how ? siian .
ii`m juz scaredd . haiish . ii dun dare tuh noe . yet ii`m anxious ..
iifb onie ii semester 1 nvr slack , done muh work , study hard .. haiish , budd its no use regrettin now ..

tml gort band worx .. iits now merged wit dar sec 1s lerx .. guess tml whole day wun be at home .. bud on another tot , iits gr8 larx , atf tat gortx diiner wit sense . scared * ii will be shoot by mr tan ehh.. sho klong nvr touch clar lerx .. =xx

juz carn understand whiie i`m tiinkiin ofb dose ..

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

okok . td sort ofb gortx bac muh semester 2 results ?`
darnoe shuld b happie or wad larx . oniie gortx 3As . LOL .
dar rest all Bs . LOL .
bud SA .. do badlie .. luckiie CA pull miie uP . (:
haiish . now reallie reallie scared .. scared tat ii cnt go iinto liife scii ? =Xx
lvl posiition oniie 23 .
siigh ..
aniiways .. even iif ii rly managed tuh gett iinto liife scii .. tiink mostliie are 2d der ?=Xx bud ii prefer muh current class . mur fun ehh . n loviin . (:

hahas . hao larx .. den td iin hall sho siian larx . luckiie at galleriie larx . can do wad we wanx . (: wiiith no worriies . (:
den liisten tuh mp3 norhx . =))
hahas . den ltr recess . shuang!! wen bac tuh class . play wiit wesley.. ching rong dey all .. poker .. (: er si yi diian . =)
lolx . den hab ching rong tuh cheat . =Xx hahas . was damn fun larx .
den ltr see dem sorta play .. was fun !! =) .
den until ltr nidd tuh cum dwn .. tuh hall . was damn siian larx .
=D

oh yarx.. den borrow comiics from miiaode . =)
lalala~
okiies. wanna play maple lerx .(;

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

tym fliies ehh ??` lolx . iin a bliink ofb eye .. sho fast jiiu end ofb year lerx ..
=( sad sadd . =Xx
hmms .. wun b seeiin dar sec 4s ler ehh ?` kiinda miish dem alrdy . =)
td gort bac results ehh . sum werent as ii expected ..
siian . maths fer SA2 .. ii juz niid a mark mur .. tuh gett a2 ?`
arggh . gort bac almost all muh results .. but lit larx .. kiinda scared ehh ? =Xx
cos ii tink i will fail larx . =Xx
n muh history did quiite poorlie tOo . arGhH . 59 / 100
below expeCtatIion leIi . =(( .
den reCess .. was FUN FUn larx .. =) with sho much fun , ii dun even wiish tuh separate clAsS lErx .. hmmx .
td wad deYy plae was shOotiin ? lolx . quiyunn .. shOot natasha.. den ltr wen nat. noe iish hiim .. wen tuh make hiim .. bud wad he did was tuh show one mur paper .. n claiim he nvr shOot ? LOL . luff tiil pengz larx . =Xx
den ltr jiiu joiin iin dar game .. fer awjhiile larx.. cos iitx was kinda farniie . l0lx
geez .

den ltr leii .. mr huang leT us tuh watch dar seC 4 ceremoniie larx .. argHh .
kan lerx hen xiiang nian ta men ehh . tym fliies .. dowan dem tuh leaVe ?
haiish . =(
hahas . bud viiew frOm 4A tuh 4D niia jiiu niida leAve lerx .. bud frOm all .. still fiind 4a der video dar best larx . hahas . (=

den ltr aft skl .. stayed bac awhile .. den leii . jiiu wen tuh kopiitiam tuh eat wiit joe n farrah larx . hehs . (=

den ltr took 3o7 .. saw hamham n rOy ehh . =) budd dey nvr saw miie larx . (:

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

siigh siigh .. sec 4 graduate ler ehhs .
haiish , gonna miish one and everyone ofb dem ..
iits wonder how tym fliies ehh . carn bear dem.. will sure miish dem der leii .
haiish . wiil miish sensiists ... dose hu were dear tuh miie ehh .

ok enuff ofb tish toks larx . lolx . =(
hmms .. toniight gort sense miitin ehh . arggh . ii carn go !! siian larx . hmms .
ii wan go leii . arrgh .

lolx .. now veh fun worx .. cindy .. jiahao.. darryl.. yanyan .. faRRah .. all on dar same conversatiions.. lolx .. lyk we used tuh be arx ? sho fun now .. lolx . n now deres jiahao quarreliin wit cindy over hu`s dar real cindy ehh ? cos jiahao`s niick iish dar same as ciindy .. lolx .. iits fun larx .. lolx .

see ? lolx.. sho cute siia . hahas .. =Xx
aniiwayys .. i`m lyk damn sho bored can . hahas . altho deres cute conver goiin on larx . lolx . hmm .. biin wantiin tuh cgne muh skiin agaiinx ehh.. hahas.. bud iits lyk , sho maniie same der .. =(

hhaas.. diie . muz chiong dar comiics ehh . dar conan wanx haven read finish .. kindaichi onex osho siia. lolx.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

siian larx. td literature . haha .
ohh great .. ii guess i flunk muh liit ehh ?`
alot darnoe how tuh do leii. how ? lolx .
den all aniihow scriibble .. =Xx
hmmx . den aft tat stayed bac fer awjile tuh look thru chii pp .
arghh . gett sho poor fer muh chii ehh . decreased alotx ..
=(
CA gett 80 , SA gett 68 . =Xx bud cher assured mit tat muh CA will pull up muh SA .
well , ii hope sho . cos chii ii nvr gett sho low der ehh . HMPFS . well except fer tyms wen ii nvr learn ? lolx
hmmx ... siian arx . kiinda worried fer muh maths results ehh . =xX

hmms . hahas . left one pp worx. n tats home econ .
hope ii can score welol fer tat larx . (:

siian . play ms .. halfwae lag lag der . =(

lolx . ohh yarx . n tat remiinds miie ehh . td kaiifeng

detective academy q . conan . kindaichi

i` m sho hook on dem ~

comiics comiics~ here ii cum . (:

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

hahas . ok larx , biin laziie tuh update ehh . =Xx
well , nvm larx , now update lerx mahz . lols .
hmm . left 2 mur pps tuh go ehh . n tat means , end ofb exams den ii can kiip onlin-iin ehh . lols .
hmm . wonderiin choosiin liife scii ish dar rty choiice fer miie anort ehh .
* siigh *
miie aint aniie study materiial ?
summur dar way muh sis n panda put iit on dar last tym we wen out together .
uh . dey sounded as iits veh stress ??` siian .
bud ii dowan too stress der leii ,hmm
lols . iit seems lyk half ofb muh heart wanx liife scii dar other dowan ehh ??
=XX
hmms . nvm lar . juz hope ii can gett into liife scii jiiu can ler .
juz pray n hope fer dar best bahz . (:
guess wad, tml`s lit n i haven even stardie yet . =XX

hmm .
biin miishiin muh hamham ehh . ? lols . (:
=Xx
nvm . tinl tml can gett tuh see hiim . LOL /
XD~

nonono. ii miish muh honey ; sweetie too. xP

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

hehs . td leii . was a long day worx. (:
woke up ard 10 + den wen tuh miit muh grandmother fer brkfast .
lame lorx . waiited fer her abt 45 miins bfore she appeared ?
hmpfs .
summur iit was raiinin ehh . =Xx
den ltr wen tuh yew tee mac fer brkfast . lolx .
den saw geraldine workiin dere . (:

aft tat . wen tuh miit panda wit muh sis .
lolx .
den he kept laughiin at muh sis`s hair ?`
dotx ehh . lolx .
=Xx
den ltr wen tuh aries bought hair clip .
den , wen tuh comiics connectiion bought 2 comiics ehh .
i`m broke
all muh money spent on dar comiics ?`
lolx .
den ltr jiiu walk walk .
saw alotx ppl lorx . (:
saw violet marmiie ehh . (:
was damn happie can . lolx .
lalala~

den ltr walk walk agaiinx . den wen home bahz .
=)

siian . lolx . no money ehh .
hmx . tiink i ireallie hook tuh comiics ehh .
how arx ?
carn liive w/ o comiics ler .
hehs .
muz go tuh comiics rehabilation lerx .
lolx .
=)

hmms , fiinallie noe lerx. (:
sumhow , kiinda happie fer hiim ehh .
(:
darnoe whie , instd of beiin sad ,
ii feel mur happie leii .
lolx .
perhaps , ii rly .. hmmx .
dar rest ii kiip it tuh muhself .
(:
lalalala~

no matter wad ,

ii. heartx. youu .

(:

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Saturday, October 08, 2005

hmmx , sho how leii ?
now tat he noes ler , darnoe how ii shuld feel leii ,
happie or wads ?
dun even intend tuh tell hiim leii .
den now he noe ler ,
sho ..
- darnoe how tuh describe ehh -

aww .

aniways ,
juz now when i iwen tuh fetch muh bro home ..
saw wei zhong worx .
lolx .
at yew tee park dere playiin basketball .
lolx .
luckiie dar impt. exams are over iif nort ..
he`ll get iit from miie ,
hehs . (:

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lolx . dar important subjects are over . phew -
juz left liit n home econ niia . (:
okok .

hmmx . sho shuANg , sho long nvr 11 + wake uP lerx . ((: .
hmmx . dden ltr wen tuh yew tee ..
wen dere tuh dar new salon tuh cut haiir . LOL .
sho maniie ppl siia . hav tuh waiit fer a long long tym .
den was lyk a yr when dar person finallie cor miie ?
LOL .
ok larx . hmmx . chnged muh haiirstyle ehh .
=Xx

den ltr jiiu wen home , den jiiu onliine lorx. (:

i`m hooked tuh COMIICS lerx .

n tat means , ii wuld spent lotsa money on comiics . =(

hmmx . miish hiim alotx alotx nehx . too bad he darnoes ehh ?`
bud mabiie tiish wayy , iish better arx ? nortx sure ..

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

hmmx . td`s mark dar start of dar END OF YEAR EXAMINATION ehh .
lolx . hmmx .
paper 1 nehx , quiite ok bahz , hope ii can scored well lorx . (:
lolx . buden , iin dar miidle abit malu larx , lolx . cos wendy tat tym wanx extra paper , den she shout , raiise her hand cher osho darnoe . lolx . den ii jiiu hab her shout , den iin dar endd ppl iin front / dose hu heard tat all turned ard n look at miie sia , lolx . sho paiisehx ehh . hahaha .

den ltr brk lerx .. nvr gett a chance tuh see hiim ehh . haiish . =( tot ii couldd at least gett tuh c hiim leii . budd dun hav . guess we dun hav much yuan fen ehh ? den leii . eat lerx jiiu go uP tuh class norhx . fer dar paper 2 . hmmx . paper 2 quiite easiie larx , bud lyk triickiie arx ? lyk too easiie until ii scared ii cnt score well leii. lolx . muz hope fer dar best ehh . (:

hahaha . den aft tat , dar cher c our whole class sho earlie finish , n alotx slpiin , den lett us earliie . lolx . den iin dar canteen make alotx noiise lorx . lolx . den heard zhiweii dey all say gt chi remedial ?` lolx . din noe beforehand , or else i wuld go eh . bud in dar end i nvr go larx . hahaha .

dEn ltr wen tuh lot 1 wiit joe lorx . (: hehs . den we chatted alotx n joke alotx . lolx . den ii was lyk , almost kaii kou bii kou kiip mentionin abt hiim ehh ? lolx .
=Xx den ltr wen tuh kfC , alotx ppl , den wen tuh lJs . osho alotx ppl . lolx . den chnge location tuh food culture . lolx . hmmx . den ltr walk walk lorx . lolx . den actualli wanx go home lerx, hu noes dar weather .. RAIN . sho syaed in lot 1 lorx . wen tuh liBraRie . lolx . jOe borrowed 2 bks den ii nvr . lolx . cos at home sis borrowed alotx of bks frm her frens liiaox . lolx .

den ltr saw jereld , roy dey all . lolx . =Xx den ltr jiiu wen home lerx lorx . hahaha .

ii siimplie juz dun understandd , whiie ii carn gett u outt ofb muhh miind ..
ii guess im trulliie deepliie iin lurve wiit u .. //
hope ii dun regret .. (:
cos u juz siimplie rocxkx muhh worldd manx !! (:
iits juz happeniin too soon , happeniin too fastt ..

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