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Saturday, June 30, 2007

Guess i wont update as often as before alrdy..
cos 1 big major exam coming ler,
& thats Os,
have to concentrate in studies!!
have to fall in love & pei yang gan qing with mybooks...
LOL!! :D

&&, i want give a BIG thanks to jereld erzie&jason
for your time ystd. =)
&&, its fun to see both of you talking..
Lol.

Its funny how love seems to work.
I guess i messed up myfeelings, again-
& i dontknow how i feel now..
On&off?
But.. i seemed to search for you everywhere when you were not around.
pretend you werent there when you were there.
sigh-
how?

Often times we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to.
Though that doesnt mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care.
Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

I promise myself, i will study hard!
I want to go tourism!!
Cut off point = 10!
Thats my motivation .. :]

JIAYOU, GRACEXZ :]
I believe i can achieve ^^

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

Loves this watch! This watch is F/Jaeka's one..
& i just love wearing her watch cos its nicee & wear on myhand suree nice.
Just that i dont have the fortune to own this watch..
Hehehe...

sighh/
so many hmk to be completed.. & i cant even complete in sun?
Cos sunday going wedding..
If only i can dont go.. If only can ask my parents to takeaway all the foods there!
soo nice ahh, like that. ahahahhaa~ xD
*deactivated mylameness*

&& guys please dont keep dota-ing lehh,
Os in few months time..
kick dota awayy...! xD
Esp. shuaikor what you promised to me.. :P

well, despite telling myself all these.
It seems as if to no avail...
no avail in forgetting all these..

Loving someone doesnt mean you have to be together..
Cos seeing him/her happy makes you happy too.

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

3 lessons for today in total:
Eng, S.s & Bio...

Eng today was boring.. ( as usual )
slept in class today but teacher never noticed, cos i never nod my head!
hahahas. i'm smart! =P
Alrtys, & as usual , with the presence of khairul,
the malay guys asked me for sweets lahhs,
& once again , im tooo nice & i gave them, of cos! :D
But, due to the boredom, i disturbed nabil,
he said he wanted sweet ( again )
so i asked him if he want lollipop..
& then he agreed, with my cheekyness,
i gave him my lollipop ( keychain )
& his reaction is sooooo funny.
LOL. think back, so funny. hahas.

After that was social studies.
& as usual, i din listen to the lesson
despite how much i wanted.
cos... i cant concentrate in her lesson & its too boring :X
rahhhs~

After that was biology,
was thinking if i shuld go..
Cos dont feel lik going & its not effective for me anyway.
But after thinking, think go better lahs :D
& true enough, i din regret!
Cos theres andrew the funny & puvan to make me laugh..
hahas xDD
& theres something funny happened in btwn.
Mr huang cheat our feelings lahs,
gave us sweets/chocolated for us to choose...
then me&andrew eat one packet of choco.. lik the taste funny&weird..
& we check out the expiry date..
2006! -.- 1year liao...
LOl, the rest i shant mention lahs, if not i start to laugh again.
hahaha! :D
Den after that we { andrew , me & puvan }
din really study/ do the 10ys.
We went & chit chat, cracked some lamee jokes etc.
they sure make my day mannn =)

After that went to bball court with puvan&andrew awhile.
saw 2guys never wear clothes. hahahaha! xD

anyways, went to lot 1 to find them...
& i get to lame with Alex again!
wheee~
team-ed up & lame-ed the rest of them.. haha.
Nice feeling :D

i've made up mymind.
Neither.neither.&neither.
I need time only =)

Who says time heals?
You don't get OVER the pain, you just learn to get ALONG with the pain, in time.

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

"Wait For You"

[Verse 1]
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

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Monday, June 18, 2007

Had Eng today!
Found out that we need to split class for some of us..
&& i'm one of them :[
Went to 4C tgt with khairul, Yx, yun & shasha.
It was realllllllyyyyyyyyyyy darnn boring lahs!!!
Cant imagine the next 4days gonna be...
Well, anyway in the mid lesson
was darn bored,ddecided to prank call people..
But dontknow who to prank so in the end never..
hahaha!
Well, i seemed to have possesed one thing on keith after sitting with him for some time.
Today eng lesson, i EAT in class!
& guess wad, its breaddd. hahahahah ! :P
& speaking of food,
Today brought sweets for andrew they all der.
But too bad for him, different class so never give.
So gave khairul instead :D
& then the malay giys in 4C were cute lahhs.
After giving sweets to khairul,
they looked at me innocently, the eyes lik asking me to give them also.
hahaha! Soo cutee.
Being a such a nice person, of cos i gave! :D

After eng went to 4D to find Wendy & cross reference chemistry..
& they said that chemistry is postponed to 1.30 -.-
So after that, i waited for joanne at skl gate then went to find wendy at mac..
& being so bored, we went to lot 1 to slack ard until the time is upp.
hehehe! =)).

After chemistry practical, never go band bud went home.
I bet Alex miss lame-ing with me! hahaha.
Goodluck in catching up & brushing up your lame skills
BEFORE competiting with me =)

Last week of hols alrdy..
Skl reopen its july & after that its gonna be prelims..
&& after prelims its gonna be Os...
How time flies..
:(

You&You.
I still havent sort out myfeelings,
despite thinking & pondering for such a long time
which leds to difficulties in sleeping for days.
I cant seem to weigh who stands a more impt place in myheart.
I cant seem to know myfeelings well
I dont seem to know myheart well.
You": I feel sooo happy & relaxed when i'm with you..
& i miss the days tgt with you.. :X
You": I dontknow why, i dont lik you to atd me, bud the more you atd me
the more i miss you =/
HowHowHow like that.
but, i will try mybest to understand & sort out.
I promise.

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met...

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I cant control myself,
I cant control mymind,
I cant control myheart.
Rahhhhs, me&my stupid heart.
How do i stop all these?
I dont want to think of you,
I dont wish to think of the words you said.
I dont want to miss you, miss your everything.
Despite on how you treat me.
How i wished i could just put all these away,
& stored it somewhere away from mymind
where you wouldnt pop up from my mind, anymore
sighh, but honestly,
i miss chatting with you despite the coldness
i miss you, in all.
=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((.
& it doesnt help any better,
especially the songs i listen to ,
reminds me of you.
Seriously, this cant go on................................................................................................
sighh.

Even time itself changes. It's the heart that stays the same.

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

Currently chiong-ing my hmk =/
Eng & chem! soooo manyyy.
arggh, tonight no need sleep liao :X
&&chasee my headache away please ..

Today's father's day? HAPPY FATHER DAY!
i din realise it until shuaikor tell me wors,
haha! how badd & blurr of me .. :X

Told myself not to miss you,
Told myself not to care for you,
Told myself that you wont be there for me,
Told myself that you're so far away from me..
but why, am i still missing you?
I still couldnt do it, perhaps what i need is time..

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

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Saturday, June 16, 2007

pollution , horhor!
nice effect!

Trip to east coast park!

Let the pictures do the talking..

Not much cos the stupid blogger :X

Love is like the air we breathe.

It may not always be seen, but it is always felt,

used and needed.

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

14June; HAPPY BDAY, LIMEI LAOPO! :D

corner with love i only chiong up till epi 4 ..

panda ! you chiong faster than me..

Lol.. shall catch up with you real soon =P

Hope tmr's outing would be a fun one...?

& i Hope the dota grp got go :X

although the animal farm going with us :D

hehes.

after tmr, i guess its time to really sit down & study.

♥ Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off.

It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time

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Changed my darn bored skin!

It was hilarious when i took this photo.

i was in more than words..

& saw Jack, thus decided to take foto..

{ZeeQ, dont jealous! :P }

However, the ppl workin there , shouted: ' HELLO?!YOU CANT TAKE PHOTO HERE! '

i was lik so "huh?! wth. you never state that i cant take photos in the shop right?"

but i never said that. i just laughed at the person/

so lame -.-

♥To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

oKays, i'm seriously bored at home.
if only my mother never restrict me going out,
i supposed now i'm out with them..
Enjoying myself perhaps?
& watching pirates with them.
arggghh/=
so , now im stuck here lahs, at home.
perhaps, i shall watch some shows.. :]
corner with love is nice, & swing girls!
hehehs.

i admit i slacken alot alrdy.
so long nvr touch books, lost in touch alrdy.
& that was ages ago since i touched the books,
which is like ard band camp der shi hou.
hahah :X
miss the days in band camp! =P

alrtys, gonna watch Corner with love alrdy.
:]

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Monday, June 11, 2007

ElevenOfJune/uly..

a memorable day, a date that i'll never forget.
& it all started last year.. :]
well, i guess i shant say muchh..
shall keep it in myheart..
:D

alrtys , went out today :D
firstly, got awoke by my marmiie,
to eat breakfast then go lot tgt with my marmie,sis & bro.
my sis & mum was shopping for girls stuffs..
& me & my bro got so bored..
we decided to take snapshots ard the shop.
ahahas, so damn funny lahs, cos got ppl look at us.
den we went & see some exp stuffs.
the lady's there, sitting & lookin at us,
as if we will steal lik that -.-
But anyway,after that we went & window shop..
hahas!
then after that they left & i went to meet limei to giv her camera..
after that wen & meet jojo & cz
saw fred in the library.. O.o
well , we went make the majors thingy & then aft that i rushed home..
for dinner.. lucky im in time , if not i'd be scolded.. =P
& then jojo told me sth..
i didnt know she'd know wors, even when i kept it in myheart for so long.
ahhas:]

so sorry guys, cnt go out tmr..
much as i wanted to watch pirates with you guys ;[

im torn btwn both of you,
i dontknow what myheart wants
im tinkin of you,you.
arggh=/
the feeling is terrible.
its coming back again.
saveeeeeee meee

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So long never update , was cope with band stuffs!
3Days 2Nights camp was fun!
& its the time where i really slept late!
hrm, lazy to update wad really happened & im lazy to tink.
Bud took some fotos, shall upload it when i have time :]

Saturday was the investiture.
After the investiture, we { ZeeQ, Jo, ronald, cz, jer, fred, yanyou }
went to philwinds concert, held at esplanade.
& reached home ard 12.
& got an earful scolding frm mum. - aww -

& today woke up ard at 10 to hav my breakfast..
& after that ard 11Plus i went back & sleep,
all the way to 7+
hahas, how pig ahs :X
But after waking up, its so refreshing!
tired no more! :D

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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Band camp tmr, staying overnight in school =)
Missssssssss Meeeeeee People! :D
hehes.

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Monday, June 04, 2007

Today's 4ofJune, monday.

Dont know why, kept thinking today's tuesday.
oh well, nevermind :]
lets get on with the main things.

today was supposed to meet joanne at 7.4o.
But, arggh. As usual, i was late in meeting her.
& this tym i was late for 15mins! but asked her to go skl herself first.
Mr ong lesson, cnt afford to be late. hahaha!
Was in the same bus as Zoe, shasha, bX.
& then met lin htet , kf & zJing at the trafic light junct.
& then we walked tgt into the chem lab.
ahahahs! thanks god he nvr scold ahs! hahas xD

after chemistry was amaths/emaths.
we were already late so we took the lift. haha!
changed place with cR cos he want sit w panpeng today.
Lol, which means i sit right beside limin :D
& i tink its her honour lahs , to sit with me! hahahah :D
no shame, but its true. haha! xD

alrtys, after that was chem ; half an hr.
& then cr went & sit beside me.
Again, its his honour. hahaha! :X

alrtys, after that , me& jojo went to comp lab to find the ppl doin the investiture thingy.
i was damn bored & slacking ard, hoping the tym pass faster.
But sadly , it didnt. hahah!
It was until ZeeQ & yan came & find us fr the key..
& later we went to CD shelter fr sectionals...
mood was kinda "off" cos... well i shant mentioned it.
cos the mention of it makes my hair stand! -shivers-

okays/ aft that they wen & find us,
& we went to twmac & slacked, eat & chatted.
shaker fries!! xDD.

ohyes, i loveee the moments in the goldsmith shop.
cos thats the moment when i really lame-ed & HIGH-in with ZeeQ until ..
Lols! :D

alrtys/ went home & im right here , sitting infront of comp , blogging.
gahhhs/ ! i havent done my phy hmk yet.
guess its time i start work on it :]
oKays, im done bloggin!

* i'm looking forward to bandcamp!!
i carn wait ! :D

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Sunday, June 03, 2007

3rdofJune.

nth to blog about,
nth to write about.
But still, i managed to write something here.
:D

Looking forward to band camp! :D
Looking forward to the fun! :D
Lookin forward to spent the nights with them !
hehehes.
But i'm not looking forward to the ghost stories! :X
Lol.

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Jojo's too little, too late :D

Ooh no
Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone And you know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
& now you wanna communicate
Go find someone else In lettin you go,
I'm lovin myself You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cos ya know It's just too little too late A little too wrong
&I can't wait Boy, you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late) You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
I can love with all of my heart baby I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh It's just too little, too late
Yeah It's just too little too late A little too wrong And I can't wait Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face But you don't like me You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

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oKays, i swear im nice.
due to panda bro's request, ive decided to update for you.
ahahas! see, how honoured you shld be.
cos if nt, i'd be very very very lazy to update.
yesssa, lazy. heees.
:D

alrtys, woke up quite early today, ard 10+
oKays it not early, bud its early compared to my usual saturdays.
hahaha!
woke up& online-ed awhile
& then went for lunch with family.
after that, msg-ed jojo & asked if shes free.
cos im too bored at home.
too restless to stay at home!
oKays, it turns out that she can..
so.. wen out w her & along with some other frens(:
& then we hang out till 9!
hehes.
reached home.. chatted on phone w her as usual,
till panda call((:
talk for ard 2hrs. hahas.
bud it was a nice & fun chat :DD
know why?
cos i simply lovee talkin to him.
Lols :D
& yeessa, ive made up mymind.
i'll join investiture!
partly cos i wun be joinin p.c , the last tym performin tgt w them& cos panda bro!
wahs,panda see? you can influence me easily ehs.
hahahaha! :D
just rmbr to turn up on that day can ler! ahahas(:

ive decided to make this entry a long long one.
cos right now, im nt busy, but darn bored!
arghh. im just making full use of time to blog.
at the same tym, improving my english!
hahahaha. oKays, im HIGH-ing right now.

oh yeah, happy bday, zuren!
thought i forget yur bday?
no way! hehes.
LOVESYOU(:

i cherish,

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Saturday, June 02, 2007

Atomic Kitten- Maybe I'm right

Mmm... Baby baby, uh yeah
The moon covers the sun
For longer than one night
I spill my water and it slowly falls upright
I look out the window and see the grounds over my head
Maybe I'll just wait until you tell me instead
Maybe I'm right maybe I'm wrong
Could this be something good
Maybe I'm weak maybe I'm strong
Or I misunderstood
Maybe it's time to open my heart So my head's not upside down
If you could give me that something
You turn my life around

I see a mother crying
As a baby comes down
As I'm flying alone
As I'm walking through the clouds
I ain't want a training & it's freezing in the sun
But inside I'm smiling Cos I know you're the one
Maybe I'm right maybe I'm wrong
Could this be something good
Maybe I'm weak maybe I'm strong
Or I misunderstood Maybe it's time to open my heart
So my head's not upside down
If you could give me that something
You turn my life around
The show must go on
Even if my heart stand still &
the road could be long Cause I don't know how you feel
Maybe I'm right maybe I'm wrong (Ooh)
Maybe I'm weak maybe I'm strong (Yeah yeah yeah)
Maybe it's time to open my heart (could this be something good) If you could give me that something (you)
Maybe I'm right maybe I'm wrong
Could this be something good
Maybe I'm weak maybe I'm strong
Or I misunderstood Maybe it's time to open my heart
So my head's not upside down
If you could give me that something
You turn my life around You turn my life around
You send me upside down
You open up my heart I knew it from the start

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Atomic Kitten - If you come to me

So long ago I didnt have a care about me
I didnt know my right from wrong but now I know
that you've got your love around me
you know it makes me feel so strong
Maybe if you turn around and prove to me its real
maybe we could work it out cos this is how I feel

Do you know when you go when you give it all away
i'll be there for you there for you love you everyday
oh baby
And do you feel the same for me any day your away
and I feel a little low I would cry for you die for you
just to let you know oh baby
and if you come to me you know i'll make it right

Throughout my life I never thought i'd found some body someone to call my own
& now I've found a little bit of heaven
baby a place to call my home
Maybe if you turn around and prove to me its real
maybe we could work it out cos this is how I feel

Baby don't you know u've gotta slow down before you know
you gotta break down and turn around before you know you go and break my heart
when will you learn to be a little helpful when you think of me a little careful
when your close to me cos baby
I loved you from the start
Maybe if you turn around and prove to me its real
maybe we could work it out cos this is how I feel I love you baby

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