Friday, July 06, 2007

this banana means alot to me... & that was in the past...
But as for now, i dontknow.
I used to love&cherish it..
until i lost it & feel lost.
However, today saw it was on sale again.
I had second thoughts if i shuld buy, again.
Because, once you lost that thing, it'd nvr be the same again.
Even if it is retrieved.
Even if you buy new.
The old one can never replaced the new one,
& that's the fact.
I had an odd feeling, & i wonder if buying was a good idea.
Especially now that i've learnt to let go.
I no longer hav that urge to buy it, to search for it..
& suddenly, it appeared once more..
As if fate was making fun of me.
Why didnt it appeared when i used to search & search for it?
however, now i dont feel the same way as before..
But anyway, i bought it.
I wondered, if i should use it or shld i just ignore it?
Ahahs! It's been quite sometime since i last went to band..
& today went to band! cnt resist temptation alrdy.
But sorry abt that, wendy..
dint managed to acc you int the end..
Anyway, went into the band & saw what e rinettists had done for us {e sec4s}
was kinda touched & thnks =)
Helped to draw the logos for rinettist.
& while i was at it, listened to them play
& i hav the temptation to join in too..
If only i join p.c this yr..
i tink it'd be quite weird to be the audience.. instd of joinin them in stage..
after that went to twmac..
den to lot 1 =)
thats all for today.
It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone;
you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times,
you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives,
but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before..
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@ 11:12:00 PM
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